Hana closed her eyes, shaking her head, heart pounding in her chest. She knew something was wrong… This wasn’t real. There was no way it could be! There were teleportation spells out there, of course, that could have taken her somewhere else, but something told her that wasn’t what this was… That was very high level magic, well beyond what she was capable of. Perhaps it was wishful thinking that the master of this dungeon couldn’t, either, since it would mean she and her friends likely had no chance of beating them… This didn’t even feel like her own plane of existence, however, and transporting someone to another one of those was a more complicated spell than ‘simple’ teleportation.
“This isn’t real,” she told herself, keeping her eyes shut tight. “This isn’t real…”
Alfred cawed at her, no doubt berating her for just standing around when they had so much to do. When Hana opened her eyes again, she was back in the dungeon, surrounded by stone and torches, in that same long, empty hallway she’d been in before. “Oh, thank the gods,” she breathed a sigh of relief, giving her familiar a kiss on the forehead, which earned her a reproachful stare. “You would not believe what just happened,” she said. “Come on, we need to find everyone and get out of here.” Donovan, especially, worried her, after what she’d heard, if that had truly been his voice and not some decoy, which seemed rather possible at this point.
Alfred chirped at her, hopping around on her shoulder. “Calm down,” she rolled her eyes. “I was glad to see you. It wouldn’t hurt you to show a little more affection, either, you know.” He wasn’t happy about that, but Hana didn’t have time to deal with that now; she’d give him some extra berries once they escape this place, and if that didn’t make him feel better, nothing would.
“Ouch!” she winced as he gave a shrill warning call, one he normally saved for the most dire circumstances. She turned, of course, to make sure nothing was trying to sneak up on her, but, as far as she could tell, she was alone in the hall, other than her increasingly tiresome bird companion. “Honestly, Alfred… What is wrong with you?”
She spun herself back around and began to head further into the dungeon, not seeing the grim silhouette that appeared out of the shadows behind her, glowing white eyes following her every movement as it clutched its staff.
“This place is a maze,” Hana shook her head, after turning a few corners, seeing more halls stretching out past each in more than one direction. “I told them we should have waited…” Not that it really would have made much of a difference… It did make her feel a bit better, knowing there was more to this place than met the eye, although even if they’d rested up, they still probably would have done basically the same things.
Alfred had, fortunately, calmed down a little, the further in they’d gone, but he chirped at her again, in a different way. He didn’t sound alarmed now, more like he wanted to tell her something; she’d been with him long enough to know what that usually meant. “You think so?” she asked, examining the walls closely. Sure enough, she noticed a stone, jutting out slightly from all the rest.
Just like at the door where the party had gotten separated, Hana hated to potentially waste a spell, especially when she didn’t feel the presence of any magic… But, after what had happened last time, it was easier to convince herself to do it, just in case. She cast dispel magic, hoping it would clear out any magical traps, then pushed the stone. The room beyond looked innocent enough, although she knew better than to trust that.
She took out her dagger, casting a Light spell on it to make it glow, since that was easier than trying to jump up and grab a torch from the wall. She jabbed her dagger forward, cautiously inching forwards, looking around at the walls of the room to see what was there, finally stepping inside…
Instantly, she was back to that place, her robes and weapon gone, naked, staring out at all those children. There were more mature adults around, too, including the one who stepped forward, bending down to look her in the eye. “And what are you doing out here naked, hon?”
Hana’s eyes shot to the kids, slowly starting to piece together what was happening, her mind racing, wondering how she’d gotten back here. She wanted to banish it, to remind herself it wasn’t real, yet, with this larger woman there, over her, it would be dangerous to take her eyes off of her.
“Well?” the woman asked. “What do you have to say for yourself, little girl?”
The words stung, even as they started to make things more clear. It was a mistake, clearly… She didn’t know how she’d gotten here, but, somehow, these humans thought she was one of them. “I-I’m not a kid,” she told the woman, as calmly as she could manage. “I’m a halfling, and…”
“A what?” the woman smiled. “A half-pint?”
“No,” Hana shook her head. “A halfling! I come from the village of…”
“Yes, I know you’re a cute, little half-pint,” the woman poked Hana in her bare tummy, earning an involuntary giggle. “That doesn’t mean you aren’t a kid, though… And it definitely doesn’t mean you can just run around nakie all day! Come on!”
“No!” Hana fumed as the woman picked her up, opening the door again. “Just listen to me!”
“Somebody’s cranky today,” the second woman smiled as she handed Hana back to the first.
“Yes, she is,” the first agreed, carrying Hana back to the place she’d escaped from, setting her down on top of a fresh diaper. “And she’ll be getting a spanking if she keeps it up!”
Hana gulped as her bottom sank into the soft padding beneath her, her mind blanking for a moment as it absorbed the feeling. “Wh-What is wrong with you?” she asked finally, as she was pushed gently backwards. “I’m a halfling, not a baby!”
“Of course you aren’t a baby,” the first woman said, perking Hana up briefly, until she continued. “You’re a big girl, but even big girls need diapers from time to time.” Hana squirmed helplessly as the diaper was pulled up between her legs, pushing her thighs apart with its bulk. “And you need them now.”
“No, I don’t!” Hana insisted. “I am a fully grown woman! And a wizard!”
“Oh?” the woman smirked. “A wizard? Can you do magic, sweetie? Let’s see it, then.” She pulled one of the sides of the diaper up snugly, pushing it on the front, where it stayed, somehow, without pins.
It should have been simple enough to send a cone of flame into the air above her, past the women – in case they were innocent pawns, since they hadn’t physically attacked her yet – but when she uttered the words, nothing happened. She frowned, trying again, as the woman repeated the process on the other side, fastening the diaper onto the little wizard completely.
“Here,” the second woman handed the first a pink dress, which she pulled over Hana’s head before picking her up, setting her down on the floor. The skirt was so short, the diaper was almost entirely visible… But that didn’t seem to bother either of the women nearly as much as it did Hana.
“Sorry, sweetie,” the first shrugged. “I didn’t see anything, so I guess that means you’re just a cute, little girl after all.”
“No, I’m not!” Hana stomped her foot. “I-I just don’t have my spell book, that’s all!” She didn’t have anything… Although, in reality, she knew she did, that it had to be in her bag, around her shoulder…. “I am twenty-two years old, and…!”
“Aww,” the second woman smiled. “That’s so cute… No, hon, you’re only this many,” she held up two fingers on one hand, then the other as well. “Did you think if you put them together like this, that makes you twenty-two?” She moved her hands together. “Sorry, but that isn’t how it works.”
“I am not two!” Hana yelled, offended at the very idea. “I am an adult, and you people had better let me go right now, or…!”
She yelped as the first woman picked her up, carrying her easily over to a rocking chair, sitting down and positioning the squirming halfling over her lap. “You are two!” she declared, punctuating it with a swat to Hana’s bottom. Through the diaper’s padding, it didn’t hurt, not really, but it was still humiliating, and surprising, enough to earn a squeal from the girl. “You need your diapers! I don’t want to argue with you about this any more!”
For a human, the woman wasn’t even that large, but she was still more than twice Hana’s size, and, despite the padding’s protection, Hana felt tears welling up in her eyes as her hand kept smacking against it, making her wriggle and whine. She tried to remind herself this wasn’t real, that it was surely another trap of some sort; the growing soreness in her bottom made that hard to fully accept.
“It’s okay,” the woman finally stopped, pulling Hana up into a hug as the halfling sniffled, tears trickling down her cheeks. “I know it’s fun to play pretend, but sometimes, you have to accept the truth, okay? Now, how old are you, dear?” Hana stared up at her, nibbling on her bottom lip, until the woman pushed something into her mouth. Hana wasn’t sure what it was, simply that it was filling her mouth, and, as she tried to work her tongue around it, to figure out what it could be, so she could spit it out, she found herself starting to suck on it involuntarily, finding it oddly soothing. “Is it this many?” the woman asked gently, holding up two fingers.
Hana shook her head. “No!” she insisted, struggling to speak around the thing in her mouth. “I’m twenty-two!”
“All right,” the woman sighed, standing up and carrying Hana over to the corner, setting her down on her feet. “You’re going to stay here until you can tell me the truth, okay. Keep your nose facing there, and your paci in your mouth, got it?” When Hana hesitated to answer, the woman knelt down, staring her in the eye. “Do you understand, Hana?”
Hana gulped, sucking harder on the object – the paci, the woman had called it – in her mouth, squirming in her diaper, listening to the soft, subtle noises it made under the short skirt of her dress. Bashfully, she nodded, not feeling like she had much of a choice here, without her spell book, or even her dagger.
She could hear movement behind herself, and wondered if the humans were still there, watching, but there was no way to know for certain without turning around, which she’d been told specifically not to do. What would they do if she disobeyed? Would they spank her again? Or something worse? She couldn’t believe this… How dare they treat her this way?! And act as if they didn’t know what she was talking about, when she told them what she was…
She gasped, blushing slightly; what was wrong with her?! None of this was real anyway! She’d gotten so caught up in it, she forgot this was a trap, either something that was happening purely in her mind, or, at worst, something that had taken her to another plane, perhaps one where halflings truly didn’t exist until now…
She needed to do what she had last time, remind herself of what was real, break free… She sighed, starting to close her eyes, only to, fortunately, glance downwards first, and see the shadowy tentacle inching towards her foot. She gasped into the paci, jumping back, right as the thing reached out, winding around her leg, yanking her down, making her fall onto her diapered backside with a soft thump.
“Get away!” she whined, swatting at the tentacle, her hand passing through it like smoke, although it still kept its iron grip on her leg, creeping further and further up…. And, once her hand touched it, another sprang up, grabbing it as well. “Let me go!” she sniffled, not thinking before trying, frantically, to pull that one away with her other hand, creating a third tentacle to restrain that hand as well, leaving her all but helpless to watch as the first slithered up her leg, slipping into the leghole of her diaper.
She couldn’t see it past then, though she definitely felt it, wriggling in the tight, thick garment for a moment or two before pushing inside her body. “No!” She knew it was doing something to her, could tell things were changing, but her mind was starting to cloud up again, too… “Let me… go…” she squirmed, groaning.
“I-It’s not… real…” she told herself, shaking her head, sucking on her pacifier. She forced herself to close her eyes, to ignore what was happening, since it didn’t matter anyway. “It’s not real…”
And, when she opened her eyes again, she was back in the dungeon, sitting on the floor of the hidden room, still glowing dagger in front of her. “Oh, thank the gods,” she mumbled, frowning momentarily before realizing she had her thumb in her mouth, though she didn’t have long to worry about that, as there was something else more urgent to notice.
She squealed, pressing her free hand to her crotch, eyes widening as she felt a wetness there, frantically ordering her muscles to tense back up, to stop what they were doing. They listened, but not before she’d already peed in her undergarments more than she would have liked to admit, leaving behind a small puddle on the floor when she clambered to her feet.
This wasn’t good… It wasn’t good at all. “Alfred!” she looked at the bird, staring down at her from a table in the room. “You have to find the others!” she told him. “I-I don’t know if I can do this on my own… Bring them to me, okay? Please?” The raven almost appeared concerned for a moment, then bobbed its head and flew off, leaving her alone, still, unknowingly, sucking her thumb.
She stepped over towards the table Alfred had been perched on, and saw what she thought at first was just a drawing; it was quite worrying how long it took her mind to recognize it as a map. She snatched it off, sitting back on the floor since there were no chairs, holding her dagger over it. It looked like it ought to be fairly simple, but trying to decipher all those lines made her brain hurt. She knew this was important, though… Very important… She shoved it into her bag, then stumbled to her feet again, back out into the hall…
And out into the room with all the other children. Or, rather, the human kids… She wasn’t one of them. She shook her head, confused, having a hard time remembering what had just happened. She’d been really worried about something… She had to get away… But what was it?
She squeaked at the sight of the grown-up, recalling how she’d been put into the corner, and told to stay there. That had to be it, she decided; she needed to make sure she wasn’t caught outside of her time-out. She toddled forward, finding it difficult to move easily in her big, bulky diaper, nervously nursing her paci.
“Hey!”
Hana’s eyes went wide at the word, shrinking back a bit when she saw one of the kids looking at her. She was bigger than Hana, and it didn’t look like she was in diapers, either. Hana blushed, inching away, feeling scared of her for some reason, even though, somewhere in the depths of her increasingly fuzzy mind, she knew she was much older than her.
“Do you wanna play?” the girl asked, shoving a doll towards Hana.
“I-I’m busy…” Hana told her, and she knew it was true… There was something she was supposed to be doing, although, for the life of her, she couldn’t remember what it was, and, the more she looked at the doll, and at the other kids playing, the more fun it looked…
She wasn’t sure how much time she lost, playing with the doll with the other girls, bobbing it up and down, taking it on little adventures… All she knew, when she felt the pain in her tummy, was that she was happy, and having fun, and far too busy to worry about anything else, so she just gave a little push…
She didn’t connect that with the weird feeling her her diaper at first, the icky sensation that was starting to spread, making her wrinkle her nose and try to wiggle away. By the time she did, it was too late, her hand shooting to the expanding seat of her diaper as she frantically fought to stop what her body was doing, and discovering there was nothing she could do about it.
“Ew!” the little girl who had given her the doll exclaimed, turning to one of the others. “Go tell Ms. Marie Hana needs a change!”
“No!” Hana wailed, cheeks warming, tears springing to her eyes. It was bad enough her playmates clearly knew what she was doing… If they told the grown-ups, she’d really be in trouble! She’d told them she didn’t need diapers, and she was supposed to be in the corner! She’d get another spanking for sure, at least!
She scrambled to her feet, the mushy mass in her pants shifting with her every move, making the diaper even harder to walk normally in. She’d really done it now… How was she going to convince them she wasn’t a baby, now that she’d pooped her pants?! She needed to get away, she needed to…
There was something more important she needed to do. She’d forgotten all about it, while she was playing, but it was coming back to her now, slowly. Her book… She needed her spell book! If she had it, she could prove she didn’t belong here! She scurried away from the girls, looking around for the book. She should remember what it looked like… She’d spent hours hunched over it, jotting down new spells she’d learned; it ought to be burned into her mind by now.
But there were a lot of books here. There were bookshelves full of them, some scattered on the floor, some sitting in front of kids, who had them open, gawking down at the pictures. Which was hers?! It must be there somewhere…. She’d had it on her at some point, had carried it, though, since she’d wound up nude, she must have set it down, and now it could be anywhere…
She toddled past anyone that had a book, getting a good enough look to try and confirm if it was hers or not; none of them seemed familiar. Luckily, although the big humans were tall, the shelves seemed to be built for the children, so she could see all the books without much trouble, unless they were on the top shelf, when she had to get on her tip-toes… But those didn’t look right, either.
“Where is it?!” she pouted, stomping her foot, wrinkling her nose as the mess in her diaper moved, reminding her that, if she failed, she was going to look more like a baby than ever.
“Umm… What are you looking for?” She turned to find a little boy staring at her, blushing as she looked down at her feet. “My Mommy says it’s easier to look with two people than one, so…”
“I-I need my spell book,” she told him after a moment of hesitation. “It’s really important…”
“Oh!” he smiled. “I know where those are!” He hurried off, with her struggling to keep up, following him back to one of the shelves she’d already investigated. “Here!” he gestured proudly, plucking one off the shelf and handing it to her. “This is my favorite!”
Hana frowned; she didn’t think that was what her spell book looked like, but she decided to open it anyway. There didn’t seem to be nearly enough pages, and there were so many bright, cheery pictures… And only a few words per page, with one letter in particular written large on each one, although she couldn’t decipher even them.
“It’s really good,” the boy promised. “I learned my ABCs from it, and now I’m learning to spell, and…”
“No!” Tears stung Hana’s eyes. This wasn’t what she wanted… Was it? She couldn’t even remember for certain, but she was willing to assume it wasn’t, since she had no idea what it said. She hoped it wasn’t, at least. Hana grabbed one of the pages, ripping it out in anger, throwing the paper on the floor. “This isn’t right! I want my spell book, and I want it now!”
She should have known better than to raise a fuss when she was trying to keep a low profile, but she couldn’t help herself… She was upset, and that was the only thing she could think to do about it. All it accomplished, however, was drawing the grown-ups to her, to snatch the book out of her hand and demand, “What has gotten into you today, Hana?” before swatting her on the bottom. “Oh, I see,” the woman nodded, picking the halfling up, earning another wrinkled nose as she rested the dirty diaper on her hip. “Let’s get you changed again… And I guess we’d better keep you away from those books from now on, huh? Are you too young for them, still? Don’t worry, we have some nice board books you can read, or ones with plastic pages you can’t destroy…”
“I-I want my spell book!” Hana sniffled, surprised to find herself crying again. It was all so overwhelming…
“Hey, it’s okay,” the woman bounced her slightly. “Accidents happen… And I’m willing to believe that was an accident, this time. You don’t have to be upset.” She laid Hana down again, started to change her diaper, which was nice, since it got Hana into something clean, and far less icky, but didn’t stop her tears. “What’s wrong, honey?” The woman frowned down at her for a few seconds, then lit up. “I know! You don’t have Alfred! Is that what you want?”
Hana perked up; he would help! She’d sent him to get help, in fact, hadn’t she? If he was back, maybe her friends were there, too… She nodded eagerly, sitting up, feeling slightly better as she watched the woman step away, and return with… a stuffed animal. A toy. She shook her head, whining, wanting to tell the woman that wasn’t Alfred…
But it was awfully cute, anyway… And, when the woman held it out to her, she couldn’t resist grabbing it, cuddling it, sucking on her pacifier… It did make her feel a little better, she had to admit. Maybe she was wrong; maybe this was what Alfred truly was, and she’d imagined him being a real bird… She squeezed him tighter as the woman put her on the floor again, not noticing the black tendrils trailing off the toy, reaching into her, clouding her old memories, making them feel more and more like dreams, the games of an imaginative toddler…
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“Get back!” Donovan commanded, summoning a throwing knife of pure energy and hurling it at the cloaked specter, the weapon passing through its shoulder and sinking into the doorframe. It let out an unearthly hiss, turning to glare at them all, then floated away from the doorway and through the hard rock of the wall on the other side of the hall, well out of his reach.
“Was that a wraith?” Mai asked.
“I believe so,” Korinn nodded, turning towards the raven that had found them all in this maze of a dungeon. “Is that what you were trying to tell us, Alfred? Did Hana try to go up against that alone?”
“Look!” Donovan pointed, urging the others onwards, into the room the wraith had been in front of. There, he saw Hana’s bag, her spellbook in front of it, pages torn out, and a glowing portal. On the other side sat what he had thought, at first, was a human child, although, the longer he looked, the more he realized it was Hana.
She looked up, confused at first, eyes blank and empty, before starting to fill with surprise then horror, her cheeks turning red. She glanced down at the toy she was holding, at what she was wearing, squirming uncomfortably… Then, seemed to notice the portal was shrinking. Frantically, she reached out, as if begging them to get her out of there, to save her… But it was already too late, and it closed, leaving behind an empty room, her adventuring gear, and a map.
Korinn pushed past Donovan, examining the area, but she didn’t know nearly enough about magic to be able to tell how to open the portal again. She knelt down, picking up Hana’s belongings, tears stinging her eyes. Mai, on the other hand, went for the map.
“Here,” she pointed. “There’s the other exit. If we go back this way, I think…”
“We can’t just leave her here!” Donovan insisted. “She could be in danger!”
“And so could we,” Mai reminded him. “We got lucky the wraith left when it did… If not even your weapons can hurt it, I don’t know if the rest of us have a chance… We can go back to the town, and maybe there’ll be another magic user there that will know how to beat it, or how to open that portal back up. Unless you know how to do that?”
Donovan had to shake his head; he knew she was making sense, but that didn’t take any of the sting out of the idea of leaving behind a teammate. “We’ll come back,” Korinn promised, clapping him on the shoulder, urging him to get moving, choosing not to mention how doubtful she was they’d find anyone powerful enough to be any help in the town they’d come from… That would require a much longer journey, she had the feeling, and she could only pray, by the time they returned, Hana would still be safe.
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“They were right there!” Hana insisted, pointing. “My friends!”
“I’m sure they were,” the woman chuckled, patting her on the head, leading her back out into the play room, turning to the other worker. “Isn’t that cute? Imaginary friends…”
“No, they aren’t!” Hana pouted, glaring at them angrily as they giggled at her, hugging her stuffed birdie tighter, sucking on her pacifier while she stormed away. They were real, she was sure of it… Even if she couldn’t quite recall how she knew that, or where she knew them from.
She plopped down on the floor, feeling the squishy, wet spot that had already appeared in her diaper. She also knew this wasn’t right, that she didn’t need to be here, that she wasn’t a toddler… But nobody would believe her! She sniffled, shaking her head. She closed her eyes, thinking she recalled that helping before. “It’s not real,” she mumbled to herself, from behind her paci. “It’s not real…”
But, when she opened her eyes again, she was still there, still the same as she had been before. She swallowed nervously, a doubt starting to form, making her wonder if she was wrong, if it really was just her imagination, and she’d been a little girl all along. She could only hope her friends would come back to help her, so she’d know they, and everything else, was real, before the rest of her already hazy memories of them faded away, like the dream she was beginning to worry was all they’d ever been.
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