The Affair – Chapter 10 & Epilogue

The Affair – Chapter 10 & Epilogue

Chapter 10

“Just you wait until daddy gets home!” Gail raged, staring down at the messy girl, sitting in front of her, chained to her highchair. “Yvette was right – there’s only one way to get through to brats like you!”

Barbara couldn’t help but giggle as she sat there, face covered in chocolate icing, crumbs dotting her plastic bib and the tray of the highchair. She never thought she’d get sick of cake, but even if she hadn’t already had far too much of it that day, she’d resolved not to eat, hoping that would work out for her a little better than her decision not to use her diapers when commanded.

“Go ahead and laugh,” Gail pouted, snatching away the bowl with the other half of the slice of cake meant as Barbara’s snack, storming over to the sink. “You think your bottom is uncomfortable now?” She laughed as she dumped the cake into her blender, then made her way to the fridge to get one more slice to add to it, and some milk to pour over top of them before turning the machine on. Barbara squirmed in her seat as she watched the confection dissolving into a brown mush, realizing she’d underestimated Gail again.

The uncomfortable look on her face perked Gail up, giving her a smile as she said, “Oh, you don’t like that, huh? You know right where it’s going, don’t you? Right in your tummy! That’s what the whole cake is for. I got it just for you, to celebrate your first birthday, and you are going to eat all of it yourself. And then I’ll get you another, and another…” Gail walked over to Barbara’s high chair, patting the girl’s stomach, “until you’re just the right size. You’re going to be a cute, cuddly, chubby little toddler, Barbie, and there’s nothing you can do about it. One way or the other, it’s going to happen. You can fight it all you want, but you’re never going to win.” Barbara fidgeted as she felt Gail’s fingers slip through the legbands of all three diapers, touching the wetness in the final one with a grin. “You already are one, aren’t you? Aunti Yvette just changed you not even an hour ago, and you’re wet already! I bet you were wet before we even left Claire’s house, weren’t you?”

“It’s not my fault,” Barbara protested as Gail walked away, washing her hands before stopping the blender, pouring its chocolaty contents into a baby bottle. “I’m not used to drinking so much!”

“I bet you aren’t,” Gail cooed. “I bet your mommy wouldn’t let you drink anything after the sun went down, did she? Well, don’t worry, sweetie. I don’t mine if you wet the bed.”

“I don’t wet the bed!” Barbara blushed.

Gail shrugged, returning to the high chair. “You will,” she said simply, confidently. Barbara didn’t dare reply, or do anything but keep her mouth clamped shut, but even that did her very little good. Gail teased her lips with the bottle’s nipple for a moment, then, with her other hand, reached up and pinched the girl’s nose closed. Barbara hadn’t expected that, or, rather, hadn’t thought about what Gail would do to counter her own action, so she hadn’t thought to hold her breath. It wouldn’t have done much good, anyway, since she was sure Gail was quite capable of holding her nose longer than she could hold her breath. She fought it as long as she could, but they both knew how futile it was, and the grin on Gail’s waiting face grew larger with every passing second, until finally, Barbara’s mouth flew open, panting.

The bottle made its way into her mouth instantly. Barbara knew, from earlier that day, as she’d stood in the kitchen, precariously balancing the bottle between her mittens, that the nipple of this bottle had been modified, the hole in it widened to make its contents come out more quickly. Her first drink had ended with twin rivers of orange juice cascading from the corners of her mouth, running down her body. Now, the sweet, sugary contents of the bottle filled her mouth almost instantly. Gail tilted Barbara’s head back roughly as she let go of her nose, and Barbara nearly choked as she felt the concoction pouring down her throat.

It didn’t taste bad – in fact, it was pretty good. But she didn’t have much chance to enjoy it, as she was forced to swallow as quickly as she could if she didn’t want to choke. She stared up desperately at the bottle hanging over her, stomach sinking as she saw how much was left, wondering if she’d be able to make it. Despite herself, she started not just swallowing but sucking, trying to empty it as fast as possible. “There you go,” Gail encouraged her. “Drink it all up like a good girl… I was going to let you eat like a big girl tonight for supper. I was even going to let you out of one of your mittens… But this is so much easier than having to deal with you fussing. So those fish sticks and tater tots and peas I’m making you? They’re going into the blender, then into this bottle, then into your tummy. And then, of course, into your diapers. I might add some prunes, too. You know, for flavor.”

Barbara could only listen, eyes growing wider then starting to tear up, which made Gail all the happier. Even after the bottle was empty and pulled free from her lips, she was unable to do anything but sit there and try to catch her breath, leaning against the back of the high chair, exhausted. She wasn’t sure how long she sat there, though it was long enough for her to wet herself again. She barely even tried to hold it, knowing there was nothing she could do, though after a minute, as she felt it soaking into the thick padding, she felt embarrassed for giving in so easily.

“Poor Barbie,” Gail teased her, “are you sleepy? Well, don’t worry, you’ll have your nap soon enough… But not before you get a nice, warm bottom for under those diapers.” She held up a pink, wooden paddle, a large one with holes drilled through its face, delighting in showing it to the now shaking Barbara. “This is for you, Barbie. This is going right across that cute little bottom of yours, again and again until its bright red. Oh, you’re going to get spanked silly, little girl, and then you can go cry your eyes out during your nap while me and your daddy have some fun… Then you can come down and sit in your high chair again, and squirm on your poor, bruised little bottom while I give you your dinner before putting you back to bed.”

Barbara whimpered, tugging half-heartedly against the chains that bound her to the high chair. Why had she tried to fight back? She should have known it wouldn’t end well, and it hadn’t. Sure, she didn’t want to be a baby again, but at least that would have been better than putting herself through all this!

To make matters worse, she could hear a car pulling into the driveway, which perked Gail up even further. “There he is!” she exclaimed. “Get ready, Barbie!” And Barbara did brace herself, biting her bottom lip as she stared at the front door. She hadn’t seen him since yesterday morning, when he’d given her the key and started this whole mess. She knew she should be mad at him, furious, but whenever she thought of him, there was still a little spark between her legs, as she thought about what should have been.

When he walked in, the spark ignited. Even as fuzzy an image as he was, coming through the door to have Gail throw herself on him, telling him about what a bad girl Barbie had been, even remembering how he’d tricked her, a shiver of desire made its way up her spine, and back down, nestling in between her legs. Gail had been right – Barbie’s diapers were definitely wet in another way now, as she saw him again – but she was also wrong, as she felt her private parts growing damp as he moved closer, scolding her. Her breath quickened as his fingers brushed her wrist as he unfastened her mittens, then almost stopped when he lifted the tray and untied her bib, letting the crumbs tumble down into the little plastic pouch at the bottom.

She knew he’d most likely seen her naked the night before, as they watched her through the camera, but it was the first time she’d been able to see him as he did so. She couldn’t help wiggling as he turned from setting the bib on the table, sure he’d see her there, and, despite her diaper, despite the chocolate smeared across her face, he’d realize what a mistake he’d made. It wasn’t that she thought her body was particularly impressive, but the way he’d talked to her had made her think he did, and even now that she knew that was all an act, she couldn’t help but hope there was a grain of truth in it.

If he even noticed, he gave no indication of it. He went to work unhooking her ankles, then picked her up and carried her to a chair, which Gail was waiting beside, eagerly holding the paddle. “You are going to be a good little toy for my Gail,” he told her sternly, positioning her across his lap, “whether you like it or not.”

“B-But…” she stammered, a nervous swallow cutting her protest short as she heard him starting to rip open the tapes of her diapers. He was going to see her, she thought. He was going to see her completely naked. Despite everything, she couldn’t help but feel a bit aroused at that. Even though she knew nothing would come of it but a thorough spanking, she welcomed the opening of her diapers, glad for the cool air that blew onto the parts trapped there, hot, and not just from the layers of padding that had trapped the warmth against them oppressively.

She closed her eyes, waiting for the inevitable first strike, hoping she didn’t burst into tears right away, even though she felt on the verge of it even before she’d felt a thing. Her parents had never believed in spanking; luckily, neither had the twins, though they were fond of threatening it. The only red bottom she’d ever gotten was the one time one of her friends convinced her to sunbathe in her back yard, naked, and she’d fallen asleep. She wasn’t sure what to expect from this, but now that she was disrobed, and the actual time was fast approaching, she was scared.

The first blow never came. As she lay there, shivering, she heard whispering above her. It took her a few moments to dare to listen, rather than devoting all her energy to preparing herself for the pain to come. “I just don’t think it’s a good idea,” she heard the man say when she did let herself loosen up a bit. “Not with that diaper rash.”

“But she’s being a brat!” Gail fumed. “She has to be punished!”

“That’s fine,” the man agreed. “I just don’t think this is the right way, not right now.”

“You’re no fun!” Gail growled, grabbing Barbara’s hand and yanking her from him lap. “Come on,” she instructed. She moved even faster than usual, leaving the confused Barbara with little choice but to hurry beside her, lest she be dragged, naked, up the stairs. She was taken to her nursery, shoved into the corner by the window, where she could see a pair of pink metal hoops, one attached to each wall. Gail marched over to the bed, returning with a pair of carabiners. “I guess you’ll have some quality time in the corner instead of a nap,” she pronounced, attaching Barbara’s wrists to the wall, though she didn’t sound much happier about it than Barbara was.

She opened the window, letting a cool breeze blow in, onto Barbara’s bare skin, then left, slamming the door behind her.

Despite her embarrassing position, Barbara couldn’t help but giggle. Gail, she realized, was quite the brat… She’d babysat plenty of brats in her time, and she liked to think she knew how they thought. Maybe she’d been on the right track in her attempt to get free, after all.

Epilogue

The next day, she found out just how right she was. That afternoon, as she was being taken out to Claire’s house yet again, she was greeted by a quite unwelcome sight. As she was tugged towards the driveway, she saw that her car – the symbol of her freedom – was gone, vanished as if it had never existed. In its place sat a shiny pink tricylce. She stopped in her tracks as she saw it, unable to think of anything but all the babysitting jobs she’d had to do to warn the money for her car, all the good times she’d had in it…

“How do you like it?” Gail asked cruelly. “I thought it would be a good idea, since you have so much trouble keeping up with me on your chubby little legs.

It was almost an accident. Barbara felt like doing it anyway, but something stopped her at first, knowing it was hardly the thing to do to prove she wasn’t a baby. But that wasn’t what she wanted to do, she reminded herself. Gail wanted a toddler, and Barbara was going to give her one. She plopped down on the lawn, on her thickly diapered bottom, and started to scream.

Gail had no idea what to do at first, just standing there, dumbfounded as she watched Barbara crying, kicking her little pink tennis shoes, slapping at the grass with her mittened hands. “Stop it,” she commanded after gathering her thoughts. She tried again, a little louder, when that had no effect, and then her pleadings began to get quieter. Barbara had a feeling that was because people were watching, seeing her making a fool of herself. If her face hadn’t already been red from her tantrum, it would have gotten that way as she blushed, but she made herself keep going.

Finally, Gail dragged her back inside and back up to her room, putting her in the corner and vowing that this time, she would be getting a spanking when daddy got home. But she just got more corner time when her rash was considered still not healed enough.

As itchy and uncomfortable as the rash was, Barbara was sure it was better than a spanking, so she made sure to keep her diapers nice and soaked, surprising Gail when she eagerly accepted her drinks, even knowing they were full of fiber and who knew what else. For a few days, she was afraid Gail would get tired of waiting on her husband and take things into her own hands, but she never did. Barbara wondered if she’d been ordered not to – the more she watched Gail around her husband, the more she got the sense that she really was just a spoiled brat herself, grown up and having found someone willing to indulge her by, among other things, finding her a living baby doll to play with.

Barbara’s throat soon grew hoarse from all the tantrums she threw; she was actually glad for the mittens, and they padded her hands when she slammed them against things. They didn’t all do her much good, and, in fact, kept her from getting to eat adult food in non-blended form, but they kept Gail on edge, and kept her from having to visit her “aunties”. Gail wanted the other women to think Barbara was a naughty little girl, but she didn’t want them to see her behaving this badly.

Barbara was sure her plan was working, that one of these days Gail would get fed up and scream, “Fine! I give up! If you just shut up, I’ll let you go home!” during one of the tantrums, and with each of them, she was sure she could see the woman getting closer and closer to it. As she sat in her high chair in the evenings, waiting to be taken up and put to bed at Gail’s convenience, she could see her and her husband whispering on the couch about her, and though she couldn’t make out what they were saying, she knew she was getting frustrated.

Then, one morning, as Gail was doing her morning diaper change, something happened. After she finished wiping her clean, she stopped short of slipping the fresh diaper beneath her. A hopeful smile played across Barbara’s face, as she wondered if this was it. She only got more positive when Gail started unhooking her, though she started to get worried as she was flipped over onto her stomach and re-chained.

Gail left without a word, leaving Barbara squirming there, worried. Had Gail finally decided she’d had enough waiting? Was she going to spank her after all? She had resolved to keep to her plan no matter how many spankings she got, but that was easy to say when she’d never actually been given one, and she worried this would all be for naught, that her determination would melt away when she was bawling her eyes out, begging Gail to stop paddling her sore bottom.

She was biting her bottom lip nervously when she heard footsteps returning to the room, her eyes closing, hands trying to ball themselves into fists inside her mittens as she waited. She heard a strange, metallic sound, but was too scared to open her eyes to see what it was. When the feeling finally came, however, her eyes sprang open as she let out a surprised gasp. She felt something, plastic and well-lubricated, slipping further into her bottom, snaking its way up inside her. It was strange, invasive, and quite humiliating. “What are you doing?” she whined unhappily, wriggling her bottom, trying to keep it from going in deeper.

There was no response for a moment or two, and when one came, it was in the form of a rush of cold water being pumped through the hose in her backside, flooding through her body. She squealed unhappily as she felt it pouring in. She was silenced with what she thought was her normal pacifier at first, until she felt something being pulled around her face and fastened behind her head, holding the pacifier firmly in place.

As the water continued rushing into her, a thick, firm diaper was put under her and fastened tightly into place, stopping the flow for only a moment as the hose letting it in was adjusted. She hated the thought that she could identify the feeling of her diapers, but she could tell instantly that this one was different. Her hands and feet were again unhooked, only to be pulled backwards and fastened to each other, leaving her lying there, helplessly hogtied.

An unfamiliar voice said, “She’s ready,” and after a bit of clanging, she was lifted from her bed onto what looked like a stretcher. She could see glimpses of legs, a pair on each side of her, dressed in what looked like green scrubs, and a swish of a short, white skirt as someone reached up to lower a bulging red water bottle from the IV pole it had been hanging on.

She was carried downstairs, her ever-expanding belly bouncing with each step, making her whimper helplessly behind the pacifier gag. They stopped in the living room, where Gail’s legs walked into view before she knelt down in front of her.

“Hi, Barbie,” she said with a smile. “And goodbye, at least for a while. This…” she motioned, and the woman in the white skirt bent down, too, letting Barbara see she was in a nurse’s uniform, “is my friend Patty. Though you’ll be calling her Patricia. She’s going to teach you how to be a good little girl, since you obviously have no idea how to do it yourself. The next time I see you, you’re going to be the most perfect, obedient little baby doll you ever did see. You’ll do whatever I say, go wherever I want, wear whatever I put you in, eat whatever I give you, use your diapers even before I have to ask you. You won’t even think about telling me no. I guess I should have sent you with her when I first got you, but I thought I could train you myself. That was silly of me, wasn’t it?” She chuckled, then reached over, squeezing the water bottle Patricia was holding, making the flow of water into Barbara’s body much stronger, leaving her squirming and whimpering unhappily until, at last, Gail let go with a grin. “I’ll be a little lonely without you, but don’t worry – Patty will send me lots of pictures and videos of your progress. And your daddy’s going to be building you a nice nursery to come home to, because Patty promises that when you’re done, we won’t have to keep you in the toybox so you won’t escape. You won’t even think about getting away. All you’ll be able to think about is playing with your toys, being a good girl, and filling your diapers.” She stood back up, patting Barbara’s head. “Bye bye, Barbie. Have fun!”

Patricia straightened up, too, and the stretcher began moving again, out the front door. Barbara could see a van sitting in the driveway, huge letters stenciled across the side, big enough that Barbara could read them even without her glasses – “The Dollhouse”. She struggled against her bonds in vain, trying to get away, but another man in scrubs was already opening the door of the van, and she found herself being loaded inside. Patricia climbed in beside her, hanging the enema bag on a hook over Barbara’s head, then turning around to close the door.

Barbara could see Gail standing on the lawn, waving to her. She wanted to swear she’d be a good girl, and do everything Gail wanted, to apologize for getting into this mess in the first place by trying to have an affair with the woman’s husband. She’d known it was wrong from the start, but that hadn’t stopped her… Maybe, she thought glumly to herself as the sight of Gail was blocked out by the sliding door, this was all her punishment for that.

The van roared to life, floorboards rumbling against her full tummy. She couldn’t see Gail anymore, but she could imagine her, standing in front of the house, still waving. ‘What was that old expression?’, she wondered to herself idly, her mind too wracked with the pain from the cramps that were starting to come over her, with humiliation and regret, to work correctly. It took her a few minutes to come up with, ‘Out of the frying pan and into the fire,’ though, she mused, ‘Out of the toybox and into the dollhouse,’ would be more appropriate in her case. Either way, she just knew it meant there was much more trouble waiting for her.

The End

The Affair – Chapter 9

The Affair – Chapter 9

“And that’s why I put her into these mittens,” Gail said, bouncing Barbara on her lap and holding up one of her hands. “Since she had them with her things, I’m sure she didn’t mind too much anyway, but I just didn’t want her scratching her poor little tushy. And if she’s not going to change herself while I’m away and let her butt get that sore, well, she doesn’t deserve her hands, don’t you think?”
Sasha giggled, more than a little drunk again. “I don’t think she could scratch herself even without those mittens,” she said, reaching over and poking the triple diaper, barely hidden under a very short, pink plaid skirt, that had made the walk to Claire’s poolside so difficult. Barbara supposed she should be grateful she’d had her ankle cuffs removed, at least. Or that she’d at last gotten her diaper change, followed by a long shower, before being lifted into a high chair, hands clipped beneath the tray, ankles to the legs, where she’d been force fed a large bowl of thick, pasty oatmeal and several bottles of “orange juice” that, judging by the texture, were at least enhanced by a few scoops of Metamucil. To top it of, of course, had been another breastfeeding. She should be glad that, after an equally unappealing lunch that had ended much more pleasantly, with a slice of cake, which was then followed by another, and another, she’d gotten changed from her wet diapers, and dressed in some actual clothes.
But, as she’d lain in bed the night before, wet, messy and humiliated, Barbara had made a decision. She wasn’t going to be grateful for any of this – why should she be? It was her right not to be stuck in diapers, used or not, not to be used at this crazy bitch’s whims. As much as she’d wanted to just give in, do whatever she could to make this new life of hers easier, she refused to do it. She may not have the means to really fight back, but she could show Gail that she wasn’t her doll. After all, who wanted to keep a broken toy?
Of course, there was only so much she could do. She’d tried to refuse her breakfast, but that had made Gail all the happier, getting to see her with her face and chest covered in oatmeal, and more than enough had made it down her throat. She’d considered running away during the walk, but only until she realized she was staying in all three of her diapers for it. But she was sure of one thing she’d be able to do, when the time was right.
“You know,” Yvette said sagely, “the best cure for diaper rash is a bare bottom.”
Gail rolled her eyes. “If you want to let her run around your house naked, be my guest, but I’m not cleaning up the puddles.” Barbara blushed despite herself as Sasha laughed. “Or worse…” Gail bent forward slightly, sniffing the air dramatically. “Oh, Barbie! Poopy again?!”
It was the moment Barbara had been waiting for. Sasha was, of course, quite tickled at the thought of Barbara messing herself, so she waited until the woman had calmed down to declare, as sweetly as she could manage, “No, I’m not, mommy.”
Anger flashed across Gail’s eyes for a split second before she chuckled it off. “See how much of a baby she is? She can’t even tell!”
“Yes, I can!” Barbara protested, trying to scoot her way off of Gail’s lap. She hated the thought of anyone else seeing her diapers in more detail, much less looking into them, but for a chance to embarrass Gail, to break her precious rule and show her as a liar, she was willing to do it.
Gail’s arm tightened around her waist, pulling her backward, her other hand reaching for the pacifier on the table and shoving it hastily between her lips before also finding its way around her middle. “You hush up,” Gail ordered. “The grown-ups are talking. It’s a good thing I brought your diaper bag today, isn’t it?” Barbara shook her head, only encouraging Gail to squeeze harder. Barbara bit down into her pacifier, the increased pressure doing its job quite well. Her body was quite ready for her to make another mess, but she was determined to do it on her own time.
“You do it right now,” Gail hissed quietly into her ear, “or I swear, I’ll let one of them change you.”
Barbara blushed deeply, looking around at the other women. She didn’t want another strange woman seeing her naked, wiping her dirty bottom… But was it really that different from letting Gail do it? It wasn’t as if she knew her, and she certainly didn’t like her, any better. She shook her head.
Gail’s arms coiled ever tighter around her like an anaconda, while she chatted on casually with her friends as if nothing strange was going on. Barbara held on for as long as she could, but she could only fight nature for so long, especially when she was sure everything she’d been fed that day was for the purpose of helping nature along. She let out a light gasp into her pacifier as it started, fighting to keep from showing any other signs of what was happening. She may have wanted to embarrass Gail, but now that the moment was here, she was sure letting all these women know she was pooping her pants right in front of them would be more humiliating for her. So she tried to keep from squirming as she felt the mass pushing its way into her wet diapers, prompting Gail to start bouncing Barbara on her lap, to the girl’s dismay.
“I knew you’d have more in there,” she chirped. “Come on, then, get it all out!”
Barbara looked down at the ground quickly, trying to pretend the women weren’t staring at her, all knowing full well what was going on. She wanted to tell them it wasn’t “more”, that she hadn’t been messy before, but she was afraid she’d start crying if she opened her mouth. Gail had outsmarted her, quite easily. And now she was in poopy pants for the second time in two days. She was glad that this time, at least, they were in public, so she doubted she’d be treated to a horsie ride, or that Gail revel in her excitement quite so blatantly as she had the first time.
“Are you done?” she asked the blushing girl on her lap, bouncing her again. She looked up at her friends with, “I think she is,” and gave a long-suffering sigh. “I dont’t suppose you ladies would care to clean her up for me? I just had to deal with this last night, and…”
“I’ll do it!” Sasha offered enthusiastically, standing from her chair with a wobble.
“Not in my house, you won’t,” Claire sniffed. “Do you even know how to change a diaper?”
“It can’t be that hard,” Sasha pouted as she sank back down into her chair, crossing her arms. “Babies do it, don’t they?”
“I wish,” Claire said wistfully. “And I’ve dealt with more than enough of those in my time, Gail, sorry. I’m done with that.”
“How about you, Yvette?” Gail asked. Barbara dared to look up for the first time since Gail had announced her “accident”, studying Yvette’s face, at least as well as she could without her contacts. Surely she wouldn’t be interested, would she? She didn’t seem the type, and didn’t even appear to approve of all this, certainly not as much as Sasha, though her significantly lower blood-alcohol level was probably a factor in that.
“Do it!” Sasha goaded her. “Claire won’t let me have any fun, so you should!”
Yvette hesitated. Barbara’s heart jerked inside of her for a moment, thinking of how mortifying this would be, only for her mood to brighten as she thought again about the woman’s resistance to this whole idea. Maybe she was the key to getting out…
“Please, Auntie Yvette?” she begged, spitting out her pacifier onto her lap.
“Now, how are you going to say no to that?” Gail smiled. Barbara was glad Gail replaced the pacifier in her mouth, as she was afraid she’d start laughing without it, feeling a sense of satisfaction that she’d re-turned the tables.
“Fine,” Yvette sighed. “I guess it won’t kill me.”
Sasha cheered as Yvette walked over to take the diaper bag and Barbara’s hand, as she was given each in turn by Gail. Claire instructed her on which bathroom to use, and to stay quiet so as not to wake up her kids, and then they were off.
Barbara began thinking quickly, trying to think of the best way to approach this. She could try just coming out and telling Yvette the truth about what was going on, but that would be in complete contradiction to everything Gail had said… And who was Yvette more likely to believe? Someone she’d known for years, or a girl who had just shown up, in diapers, the day before? No, her best bet would be to play along with Gail’s story.
She was so caught up in her thoughts, she didn’t notice the step up into Claire’s house from the outside, tripping and nearly falling on her face. She probably would have, had Yvette not still been holding her hand, which she used to catch the girl before half-pushing her into the house. “Pay attention to what you’re doing!” Yvette snapped at her, making her blush as they made their way through the house. It was quite fancy – probably no more so than Gail’s, to be honest, but Barbara had seen very little of Gail’s house for comparison’s sake – and made her feel like even more of a child, knowing there was no way she could ever afford something like this.
“Come on,” Yvette hissed, tugging her hand. “Stop gawking! Or do you like walking around in stinky diapers?”
“N-No!” Barbara protested, shaking her head.
Yvette sighed, stopping to pick up the pacifier Barbara had dropped. “Shh! We’re trying not to wake the kids, remember?”
“Sorry….” Timidly, Barbara kept silent for the rest of the walk, sticking to Yvette’s side as much as she could for fear of getting lectured again.
When they got to the bathroom, Yvette closed the door behind them and locked it, then set the diaper bag on the kitchen sink before reaching down, unhooking Barbara’s skirt and taking it off, folding it up and putting it beside the bag.
“You know, I could take care of this,” Barbara offered. “I think she put the key for these mittens in that bag, and…”
“I can see why she gives you this,” Yvette said, rinsing off the pacifier and popping it into Barbara’s open mouth before expertly starting to untape her diapers. At first, Barbara was too taken aback by the actions, and then she was too embarrassed at having another woman seeing her naked and wiping her most private parts clean with a series of cold, wet baby wipes, that she couldn’t even try to start her plan.
Yvette was very quick and efficient, helped by the fact that she wasn’t chattering the whole time, trying to humiliate Barbara further. In a strange way, it was almost worse this way – with Gail, Barbara knew that she was being seen as the adult she was, as surely nobody would treat an actual child that way. With Yvette, she wasn’t sure. The only thing she said, once the old, soiled diapers were cleared away and a fresh one had been laid out, open, on the seat of the toilet, was, “I can’t believe you let that rash get so bad.”
Barbara tried to push the pacifier out and explain, but Yvette saw what she was doing and held the thing in place, leaving her unable to do anything but mumble incoherently as Yvette set her down and started to sprinkle baby powder onto her red skin. It felt rather bizarre to be sitting on a toilet, so close to being able to use it, and yet to have a diaper between her and it, a diaper she knew she’d be using instead of it if she didn’t do something.
She spat the pacifier free once more, blushing as that caused a line of drool to drip from her mouth. Yvette glared up at her. “Barbie, I swear… I don’t believe in spanking children, but…”
“No, please listen!” Barbara sputtered. “I’m not trying to be difficult! I just… I wanted to say… To let you know…” Yvette stood, putting her hands on her hips and staring down at Barbara, which only made it harder to think of what to say. “I thought about what you said,” she finally managed to get out, “yesterday. And I think you’re right. Someone my age shouldn’t be acting like this… I shouldn’t try to run away from my responsibilities like this. So, I was wondering…”
“Usually, I would agree,” Yvette nodded. “But I think, for you… This is just what you need.”
Barbara’s eyes widened as the pacifier filled her mouth again and Yvette reached down, pulling the diaper tight between her legs. Yvette picked her up, setting her down on her feet. “I’m not sure you need quite so many diapers at once,” she mused, “but if your mommy decides you do, I think we can trust Sasha to handle that much. And won’t she be thrilled?” Yvette rolled her eyes, gathering up the things she’d brought in and starting to lead Barbara back outside.
Barbara stared over at her skirt, draped over the top of the diaper bag. It wasn’t much, but it was better than nothing. She mumbled for it a time or two with no response, then started to reach for it, only for Yvette to yank her away, keeping her firmly on the other side of her body. “I really should have a good chat with Gail,” she said to herself, as if Barbara either wasn’t there, or wasn’t capable of understanding her. “If she’s going to re-raise someone, she ought to do it right. She’s not nearly strict enough.”
Barbara whimpered unhappily, wishing now she hadn’t been so eager to have Yvette be the one to change her, and hoping she wouldn’t find the opportunity to have that talk with Gail. That was the last thing she needed..
The Affair – Chapter 8

The Affair – Chapter 8

It was a long, miserable night. When she was “babysitting” the twins, she’d spent a lot of time in her crib, but even then, in a technically more babyish setting, she’d been able to move around some. Here, she really did feel like a doll, one still attached to her box, unable to get away. And there the worst she’d had to listen to was the parties the girls had thrown, knowing she could do nothing to stop them.

For quite a while, there was silence in her little room, other than the sound of her futile attempts at movement – the clinking of chains, the crinkling of plastic. There was, in fact, not much of anything in her room. Everywhere she looked was just pink, pink, and more pink. The only thing she could do, really, was look for the few places it wasn’t, such as her own bare, sweaty skin, sticking to the plastic sheet beneath her, and the green and white of the packages of diapers stacked up against the far wall. Her diapers were white, too, but she tried her best not to look at them, wanting no more of a reminder that they existed than the feeling of them, hot and thick and wet against her. The rest of her body was sweating, too, but it was nothing compared to what was going on in her diapers, courtesy of all those layers of padding and the warm urine trapped inside – constantly added to by her traitorous bladder, too overextended by all the lemonade that had been forced into her to be able to resist a near constant dribbling.

She could see a bit of blue through her little window, too, but it was too high up on the wall for her to be able to see much more from where she was. After what felt like days, the blue began to darken, turning to night, which triggered a pink-shaded nightlight to click on, keeping the room just about as bright as the sun had. She wondered at first why they’d gotten one so bright, then realized it must be so they could still see her on the camera.

The thought made her blush furiously, but also made her wonder if they were back yet. Were they watching her right now? The thought was rather creepy, not least because there was nothing she could do about it. She was held there, on full display, all but naked, unable to cover herself. At most, she could turn her head, but that seemed silly, considering they both knew quite well who she was already, and even if they didn’t, that motion wouldn’t work terribly well to camouflage her identity.

The thought of Gail slobbering over her image as she got the attention she had so desperately craved made Barbara feel sick to her stomach, though, to be fair, she had a feeling some of that was coming from another source. The bloated feeling had slowly been making its way through her body, toward its inevitable end in the seat of her diaper. She was terrified that, like her bladder, once she let control slip away, she wouldn’t fully get it back until it was empty, but she knew she couldn’t hold it forever.

She was determined, however, to make it through the night. Who knew how long their anniversary lovemaking would go on? While she doubted they’d really be able to tell, she still refused to let them see her in a messy diaper as they did it. It was her own little act of defiance, a pitiful one, she knew, but all she could manage.

Even though she could no longer tell exactly where the camera was, she tried to keep from looking at it, wondering if she should try to get some sleep, if she even could get to sleep in this position. Her bottom was getting quite itchy by then, not helped in the least by the small amount of rubbing she could do by sliding it over her bed. This was diaper rash, she realized. She’d babysat plenty of kids with it… It was surreal to think she was the one with it, now. The little girl with the red bottom, doing her best to find a way to get rid of the unpleasant feeling there and helpless to do so – that was her.

In the middle of feeling sorry for herself, she heard a loud bang that might have made her jump, had she been able to move, then loud, drunken giggling. Her stomach fell as it was followed by a loud moan. They hadn’t been watching her before, she realized, because they were home yet after all. It had felt like they should have been, by how much time she was sure had to have passed. Either they’d stayed out later than she expected, or it was still relatively early. Neither prospect made her particularly happy.

Her heart fluttered as she heard a voice, one that had to be his. It was too quiet to understand as more than a mumble, but just the sound of it stirred up the passion in her loins automatically, images of the way that afternoon should have gone popping into her head. She’d have met him there in the bedroom, dressed like a naughty schoolgirl, telling him she needed a punishment. He’d ask her why, and she’d lift up her skirt, as he’d made her do all those times in the store, but this time she’d take his hand, guide it to them, let him feel just what he did to her. His fingers would play over her wet privates, pressing the damp fabric against them, as he told her that she did, indeed, need to learn a lesson.

She heard the squeaking of bedsprings, her breath growing faster as she incorporated it into her little dream world, seeing him push her onto the bed. It was a little scary, sure, but she liked it when he took charge – didn’t the fact that she’d let him talk her into changing her wardrobe prove that? She start to unbutton her shirt, but her fingers were too clumsy, too clammy from excitement over knowing what was going to come after such a long dry spell for her, so he’d take over, hands deftly stripping her, running over her naked body. She’d squirm up higher on the bed, giving him room to climb on as well, straddling her, one knee on either side of her tiny body, quivering in anticipation. He’d bend down, hands at his belt, kiss her neck, and then…

She snapped out of it, flushed and a little dazed, as the sound of Gail’s moaning cut through her fantasy cruelly. None of that was happening, she knew, not to her. Not now, probably not ever, at least not with him. No, Gail was the one getting it, the woman who had drugged her, diapered her, chained her here. Who was probably watching her, the sight of her and her soggy diapers exciting her, making her kiss him all the harder, moan all the louder. Barbara wanted to give some sign of defiance, but in her mittens, she couldn’t flip off the camera; with her pacifier, she couldn’t even stick out her tongue, childish as that would have been. She couldn’t even cover her ears to drown out the sounds, which stretched on and on.

It was almost a relief when the cramps started, giving her something else to concentrate on. Somewhat unsurprisingly, they started out quite large and painful, and only grew as the time passed, giving her her own reason to groan. It became quickly quite obvious that she wasn’t going to make it until the morning, but she still fought to keep herself contained for as long as she could, feeling the smallest of victories as, other than her own desperate noises, the house grew quiet. At the very least, she thought to herself, she’d outlasted them. That was all she’d really wanted.

And then, to her horror, the door to the room flew open and Gail walked in, flipping on the light. She was wearing just a bathrobe now, a red one that came midway down her thighs and strained to pop open at top. “Ohh, Barbie,” she said with a grin, “I don’t know about you, but I can barely walk straight after that.” Barbara blushed, eliciting a giggle from Gail, obviously still tipsy, as she made her way over to Barbara’s bed and started to unhook the clips. “I thought I’d be a good mommy and let you have a little midnight snack,” she said. Barbara looked around, confused, not seeing any food, or even a bottle, and nowhere the woman could be hiding it.

Barbara whimpered as she was wracked with another cramp, her now free hands clasping over her unhappy tummy with the sound of leather slapping lightly against flesh. “Oh, and you’re going to make me an anniversary present, too?” Gail tittered. “You didn’t have to do that! You ARE my present! But I won’t say no!”

Still laughing, the woman sat down on the bed, pushing Barbara out of the way first, then yanking the girl over her lap. Barbara was still unsure just what was going on until Gail let the robe fall off of her shoulder, one enormous breast popping out. “N-No,” she protested, trying to squirm away. That was too much…

“You be good!” Gail instructed her, smacking the back of her leg. “You don’t know how long I’ve been working to get this ready for you… And you are going to drink it!” With that, Barbara felt herself being lifted, shoved against the woman’s body.

Mumbling, horrified, she tried to squirm away, shuddering at the salty taste of sweat on her lips from the woman’s skin, and the thought of why she was so sweaty. Her legs were swatted again, harder, then she felt her head being moved, positioned over Gail’s nipple. She stared up, teary eyed, but the woman’s expression was rapturous, only growing happier at Barbara’s silent pleading for mercy.

“Suck,” Gail ordered. Barbara sniffled, starting to cry, but another spank, even harder still, urged her on. Trying not to think of what her mouth was wrapped around, attempting to ignore the taste of flesh, she began to suck. The first time or two, nothing happened, and then, to her shock, she felt her mouth fill with warm milk. She gasped, nearly gagging, pulling  away and letting most of that mouthful dribble down her chin before her face was shoved back into place.

It tasted too different from cow’s milk for her to pretend it was that, even if the warmth of the woman’s bosom pressed against her could let her forget where she was, and what she was doing. But, knowing there was no escape until Gail decided she was done with her, she had no choice but to keep at it, drinking it down, filling her belly with it. After a minute or two of her giving up on fighting it, she felt Gail rearranging her in her arms, holding her in place with one, which stretched down her back to pat the seat of her diaper, while the other seemed to just pull away. After another moment, however, Barbara could feel it lightly pushing past her body, down… All Barbara could see was Gail’s breasts, but her suspicions on just where that hand had gone were confirmed as the woman’s breath began picking up speed.

Barbara felt dirty, used, disgusting, knowing what was going on just inches from her, and knowing it was something denied to her. Another cramp hit her, and she gasped from the pain of it, pushing away automatically, only to be returned to her place roughly. Gail held her in place firmly, pressing her tummy against her other arm, which she could feel moving up and down methodically. Barbara whimpered at the motion, and the pressure, bowels aching for release.

And then, almost in slow motion, it came. She could feel it, warm and soft and thick, pouring into her diaper, yet somehow she couldn’t quite accept it was coming from her. It had to be something else, she mused, though she had no idea what. As the smell hit her and she realized just what it was, it all clicked into place. She let out an unhappy, infantile wail as her stomach contracted, pushing out more of the mush, faster now. She felt it pushing against the tight, thick layers of her diaper, only to be pushed back by Gail’s hand, squishing it against Barbara’s tender butt cheeks. She could feel Gail’s other hand picking up the pace now, and, as if in response, her body went quicker, seeming to realize that she couldn’t stop it.

Panting, she stopped drinking, but Gail didn’t seem to mind now. Instead, she dragged her across her lap, plopping Barbara down over her thigh, straddling it, diaper against her bare skin before returning one hand to between her legs, the other encircling Barbara’s middle, sliding her further up Gail’s leg and holding her tight. Barbara felt like a tube of toothpaste being squeezed, and her body seemed content to act like it.

As she finally finished, slumping forward, exhausted, Gail began to bounce her on her leg, ensuring any inch of her inside the diaper that wasn’t already covered in her own filth would be. She felt weak, and a little dizzy – she wondered if some of the alcohol Gail had drunk had made its way into her breast milk. Even when Gail gave out a final, loud moan and loosened her grip in the throes of her own ecstasy, Barbara was too stunned to try and escape. When she was pushed off Gail’s lap, to the floor, and the woman had to take a moment to fan herself, she could only stand there, legs wide, diaper sagging heavily below her. What else could she do? She was standing there, thoroughly soaked and messy, bottom tingling with diaper rash, stomach full of another woman’s breast milk. She’d spent two whole weeks in daycare, and never felt half as much like a baby as she did now.

Gail recovered as Barbara pondered her sad state, reaching out and running her hand down the bulging down to the crotch, which she pushed up closer to Barbara’s skin, delighting in watching her squirm. “You made me a nice, big present,” she noted, standing and kissing the top of Barbara’s head. “What a good girl. But I think I’ll wait until tomorrow to open it.”

Barbara couldn’t even form words to protest this. All she could do was start crying while Gail pushed her back onto the bed and chained her there, replacing the pacifier that Barbara was quite horrified to find herself sucking on, and even more to realize it was calming her slightly. “Well,” Gail said, standing back up, pulling her robe back over her shoulder, though not bothering to tie it. “I’m going to go see if he’s ready to go again. I bet he is, after watching that performance. Thanks, Barbie – you’re the best.”

The Affair – Chapter 7

The Affair – Chapter 7

Barbara was feeling quite miserable as she was half-pushed up the stairs, feeling bloated both in her stomach and diaper. The garment was quite thick on its own, but now, filled with her pee, it was giving her an even more bow-legged walk. She was also feeling quite wet, not just in her diaper, which squelched damply with her every step, moisture gathering at the legholes, desperate to leak out if she moved the wrong way, but all the way down her front, her shirt soaked in the same thick, fiber-filled drink she’d been forced to fill her belly with.

“And here you go!” Gail exclaimed as she threw open one of the doors along the second floor hallway. “Time to put you back in the toybox.”

As big as the rest of the house was, Barbara was quite surprised to find just how small this one was. It was certainly no bigger than the bedroom of her own apartment, and possibly even smaller – it was hard to accurately judge, since this room contained a single piece of furniture, while her own room had a dresser, a bedside table, even a bookshelf crammed into it. This room was sparse, just a bed in one corner, a pile of mostly unopened diaper packages in another, and a small window. It still managed to look cheerful, though, in a slightly oppresive way, as the entire place was covered in pink.

The walls were painted pink, the floor – which Barbara found as she stepped onto it was covered in plastic – was pink, the bed – which was also coated in plastic – was pink, right down to the bedframe. It was strangely disorienting, suddenly stepping into this monochromatic wonderland, and realizing that she was dressed to fit in quite well.

That didn’t last for long, however, as Gail quickly had her stripped to just her diaper, tossing the clothes into the hallway. They laid there, straddling the doorway, as if the color scheme of the room was somehow leaking out into the house as a whole. Barbara flushed as the woman finally stripped her of her padded bra, dangling it in front of her for a moment before throwing it aside as well.

Barbara’s hands shot to her chest, mortified as the woman finally was able to see her body for what it really was. Staring up at Gail and her giant, heaving bosoms as she stood there in a thoroughly saturated diaper, Barbara couldn’t help but feel truly inadequate.

“No need for that,” Gail teased, gently pulling Barbara’s hands away, fully revealing her underdeveloped chest to the woman’s delight. “There really isn’t, is there? What exactly were you trying to hide, Barbie? Because there’s nothing there.” Barbara’s face darkened at the teasing – it was pretty standard, nothing she hadn’t heard in school, yet the circumstances made the words sting all the more. Gail grinned sadistically down at her, seemingly soaking in her embarrassment. At last, she pushed Barbara back onto the bed, lifting her up onto its crinkling surface.

“Now, cute as you looked in your little outfit,” Gail told her, “that’s just for when I’m showing you off to your aunties. I don’t want them to know just how adorable you are without it, or they’d probably try to steal you away. Besides, it’s too much work to get you dressed and undressed if I just want to play with you here. So here’s what you’ll usually be wearing.” Before Barbara could figure out what she was doing, Gail had lifted something pink from the bed and started shoving it over Barbara’s hand. Barbara mumbled protests behind her pacifier, tried balling her fingers up into a fist, but the woman had moved too quickly, and Barbara’s right hand was now useless. It was covered in a predictably pink leather mitt, each of her fingers encased in its own compartment, stiff enough to render them motionless despite her best efforts. The mitt ended in a soft, fur lined cuff, one that Gail quickly resized to fit Barbara’s wrist exactly before fastening it into place with a small padlock.

Barbara’s heart stopped for a moment as she saw the lock, then for another as it clicked into place, sealing her hand uselessly away from her. Her mouth quivered around the bulging pacifier, tears pricking at the corners of her eyes. “Pwease,” she managed to mumble around the obstruction in her mouth. “Pwease, don’t…”

If anything, that simply encouraged Gail more. Gleefully, she grabbed the second mitten, holding it up and cooing, “Now give me your other hand, Barbie!” When Barbara refused, shaking her head and trying to hide her free hand under her other arm, Gail attacked, pushing the girl onto her back with a vicious, merciless tickling, targeting the girl’s over-full tummy.

Barbara did her very best not to laugh, but Gail wasn’t giving up, and it didn’t take long for the girl to give in, breaking into giggles. Gail didn’t stop there; rather, she began tickling even harder and faster. Barbara’s laughter grew more and more desperate as she fought not to lose herself to it entirely, praying she could hold out longer than Gail, though she knew it was likely a futile cause. And she was right. In a matter of minutes, her laughs turning into half-sobs, she felt her bladder giving way again, flowing out into her already overly saturated diaper.

She gave out a gasp, going limp as she fought to stop it, feeling the moisture start to leak  through the legholes, gathering in a puddle beneath her bottom. She was so consumed by it, and by trying to stop her laughter, that she barely even noticed Gail as she carefully pulled her hand away, fastening it into its prison, then moved on to her ankles, which had cuffs, but luckily without booties or anything attached.

“Look at you,” Gail berated her, once she had calmed, her breaths short and shallow and only occasionally infected with a residual snicker. “Didn’t you just try to tell me you were a grown-up, not a baby? And here you are, pissing all over your bed! What kind of an adult does that?”

“Y-You made me,” Barbara protested.

Gail shook her head, grabbing Barbara’s hand, pulling it over her head. “What a typical child,” she said, “always blaming others for the things they do.” Barbara stared up, trying to see what was going on, only to start to thrash desperately, trying to pull her hand away. She hadn’t noticed the cuff attached to the headboard before then, nor the chain coming off of it, ending in a carabiner clip that Gail was maneuvering towards the metal loop on Barbara’s mittens the lock was hung on.

“Stooop!” she whined.

The clip slid through the loop, snapping shut. Then, as if that wasn’t enough, Gail locked the carabiner closed, a small piece of metal screwing into place to keep the arm securely in place. Positioned as she was, Barbara wasn’t sure if she’d have been able to unscrew it anyway, but with the gloves denying her the use of her fingers, there was no way. She burst into tears, all the indignities of the day piling up on her at once, leaving Gail to easily fasten the rest of her limbs into place, locking her down, spread-eagled, to the bed. There was no use fighting, anyway, Barbara thought bitterly.

Gail vanished for a moment, only to return with the wet shirt Barbara had been wearing. “Come on, stop blubbering,” she instructed as she lifted the girl’s bottom off the bed. It couldn’t go up too far, just enough for the woman to soak up the escaped pee with the shirt. “How disgusting,” she commented, causing another sob to escape from Barbara. “Seriously, quiet down,” she ordered, much sterner this time, “or I’ll be stuffing this into your mouth instead of your paci.”

Barbara calmed down as much as she could manage, not wanting to find out how much of the wet shirt the woman could force into her mouth. Gail held it over her for an extra few moments, which left Barbara fighting not to burst into fresh tears, sure Gail would do it anyway, before finally tossing it back towards the hall as she stepped to the other side of the room, pulling a diaper out of the package.

“Thank you,” Barbara sniffled, glad to at least be getting out of her leaking diaper. She may not want to end up in another diaper, but it would at least be somewhat more comfortable than this one.

“Oh, of course,” Gail nodded, sliding the diaper beneath Barbara’s bottom. “I wouldn’t want you completely soaking your bed.” Barbara could hear a sound like plastic being ripped, though her view of what was going on was blocked – she could tell it wasn’t the tapes of her diaper being undone, however. Then, to her horror, she saw Gail pulling the second diaper up and over the first.

“N-No!” she pouted. “You can’t! I’m leaky!”

“You’re right,” Gail mused, pulling the diaper up, tightly taping it into place. “I should get another.” Despite herself, Barbara began to wail again as the procedure was repeated yet again, leaving her with quite a bulging crotch, one that would have been very difficult to walk in, that would have made her keep her legs quite far apart, if they weren’t already being held that way.

“I’ll get a wash!” Barbara complained, squirming as much as she could manage, rubbing her bottom against the plastic-sheeted mattress as if trying to push the diapers off of herself, though they simply slid across the surface easily, unharmed.

“I know,” Gail smiled. “And won’t you look cute, walking around, trying to scratch your itchy little bottom with those mittens, through your nice, thick diapers?” When Barbara started crying yet again, the woman simply picked up the pacifier that had fallen from her mouth as she’d been getting fastened into place on her bed and forced it into her mouth. “Besides, you might need these,” she said, patting the thick layers of padding fastened around Barbara’s waist. “I’ll come get you to play with sometime, but it might be a while. After all, it’s my anniversary… We’re going out to dinner tonight, and then we’re coming back here and screwing our brains out. Which is what you came here to do, too, isn’t it?” Gail giggled, watching Barbara’s cheeks stain themselves red.

“I think I’m going to be much more successful at it than your were,” Gail teased. “And you know what? Look there.” She pointed up toward a black speck in the cieling, directly above the bed. “I’ll be watching you. While I’m getting laid, I’m going to peek into my little toy box here, and I’ll see my baby doll, all tied up in her thick diapers, just waiting for me.” Gail moaned softly, reaching down to her crotch, under her dress, where Barbara could just see her pressing her fingers into her underwear, rocking them up inside herself as she spoke. “Oh, it’s going to be so hot, Barbie!”

She removed her hand, wiping it off on Barbara’s leg before moving her fingers across the crotch of her diapers. “Too bad you won’t get to feel anything like that,” she said. “Not even close. You can’t even feel this, can you?” She pressed her fingers into the center of the diaper, but, sure enough, through all the diapers all Babara could feel was a slight pressure, nowhere near enough to stimulate her. “All your little pussy is good for now is wetting your diapers.”

As Barbara cried softly behind her pacifier, Gail moved up to her head, stroking her hair for a moment before reaching down and holding her eyes open one at a time with one hand, carefully extracting the contacts from her red eyes with the other, leaving the world a pink blur around her. She couldn’t even see where the camera was hidden anymore, but she knew it was there.

“Good night, Barbie,” Gail told her. “I’ll be seeing you later tonight. Be sure to put on a good show for me.”

The Affair – Chapter 6

The Affair – Chapter 6

Gail was quiet for the rest of the walk back to her house, which Barbara wasn’t sure if she should take as a good sign or a bad one. She also seemed to be walking a bit slower – although it may only have seemed that way because they’d had a few minutes to rest, and the drug was surely wearing off more all the time – so Barbara assumed the woman had considered the meeting as having gone well enough.

Barbara still let out an involuntary whimper as they walked up the driveway, past her car once again, tugging ever so slightly on Gail’s hand toward it, yearning for its freedom. Gail paused for a moment, watching her captive’s meager attempts at breaking free with a smile, then pulled the girl away, back into the house. Barbara was again pushed onto the bottom stair, this time to have her shoes and socks taken off.

“All right,” Gail said as soon as that was done, staring down at the still sitting Barbara, yanking the pacifier free from her mouth with a wet pop, letting the girl see just how huge it was. “That went pretty well. Since I didn’t tell you all of the rules, I can’t be too mad at you for not following them, now can I?”

“Wules?” Barbara blinked, pouting slightly. She’d been hoping that, with how well she’d been regaining her motor skills so far, she could talk normally again. And she could tell she was getting closer… But she wasn’t quite there yet.

“Well, really there’s only one important one. And that is that I am not a liar.” Barbara furrowed her eyebrows in confusion, not quite sure what that meant. “You telling the girls this wasn’t all your idea was fine, to a point, since you can’t prove it one way or the other. They’ll always believe me, because why shouldn’t they? And that just makes you look like a liar, and a coward, and that’s okay. But when I make other comments that can be proven, and easily, its your job to make sure those things are true.” Gail sighed as she saw that Barbara was still lost. “Are you really that dense? I suppose so… All right, let me put this in a way you can understand, baby. If I say something like, ‘Is somebody wet?’, or ‘I smell a messy diaper!’, I am always talking about you. And I am always right.”

“B-But… I wasn’t…” Barbara pointed out.

Gail rolled her eyes. “I know. And that’s the problem. You should have fixed that, right away. We’re just lucky none of your aunties thought to check you, or you’d really be in trouble.”

“So you want me to… wet on command?” Barbara wrinkled her nose at the idea, only for a look of pure horror to wash over her. “A-And…” Gail only nodded, making Barbara shiver at the thought. That was something, cruel as they’d been, that the twins had never made her do. Oh, sure, she’d had to poop in front of them, and that had been humiliating, but in the interest of not having to clean a messy bottom, they’d gotten a pink plastic potty for her, one she had to ask, and sometimes beg, to be allowed to use. She had to continue doing whatever she’d been assigned to do – watching a kiddy TV show, coloring a picture, making a lop-sided sculpture in play dough – as the potty was slipped under her, her diaper pulled down, as she did her business. She’d been sure that would be the most humiliating thing to ever happen to her… But actually being expected to poop in her pants, whenever this sadistic bitch wanted…

“No,” she shook her head. “No, you can’t! You can’t do this! I am a gwown woman, and you have no wight to tweat me ‘dis way!”

Gail laughed, the opposite reaction as the one Barbara had been hoping for, and quite demoralizing. “That’s pretty cute, coming from a little girl in a wet diaper.”

“I’m not wet!” Barbara declared, pounding her fist on the stair beside her.

“You’d better be,” Gail said, slipping into a more serious, sinister tone. “By the time I take those shorts off you, your diaper had better be soaked, or I promise, you will be sorry.”

Barbara was unable to keep a whimper from escaping her throat as she squirmed on the step, staring down at her feet. She hated herself for being so easily cowed, giving up so quickly, but what could she do? The last time she’d been in a spot like this, she’d been up against two teenagers, and the only way she’d been able to escape was to run away, which was relatively easy considering they couldn’t hang around her apartment all the time. There was only one Gail, but she was much more intimidating that the twins had been.

Gail grabbed Barbara by the wrist, dragging her over to the kitchen, positioning a confused Barbara in front of the refrigerator as she grabbed out three tall glasses, filling them with water before getting a white cylindrical container, the label of which was turned just right so from another cabinet, spooning quite a bit of it into each cup before stirring them up, the water turning a pinkish color. “What’s that?” Barbara asked uncertainly, unable to contain her curiosity any longer.

“Some nice pink lemonade for you,” Gail said pleasantly. “It goes with your outfit so well…”

“I-I don’t need that much…” Barbara shook her head.

“You need,” Gail countered, “as much as it will take before you do as you’re told. Now take it.” She shoved the first glass towards Barbara, who backed away, though with the fridge right behind her she didn’t have far to go. “You can drink it yourself,” Gail said, “or I can get a funnel and pour it down you until I think you’ve had enough.”

Barbara sniffled, wishing she could see all of the label of what Gail had put in the cups, still remembering all too well how helpless she’d been after the drug she’d been given. The label didn’t look like any lemonade mix she’d seen, but, thinking back to her dosed water, it hadn’t been pink. Reluctantly, she reached out to take the glass with both hands, lifting it up to her mouth.

Right away she could tell something was wrong. It had a strange aftertaste to it, not like any pink lemonade she’d ever had before. And, more damningly, it had a gritty texture to it – too much mix, she figured, but again, she was sure it was no ordinary mix. She started to lower the glass, only to have Gail push the bottom back up, higher and higher. The drink leaked from the edges of the glass, spilling down her chin and onto the front of her shirt, but she had no choice but to keep swallowing as fast as she could if she didn’t want to drown in it.

As soon as the first glass was done, it was replaced with the second. Luckily, Gail let go of it after first handing it off, giving herself a chance to make a fresh cup of the stuff with the empty glass, to Barbara’s horror. Still, she wasn’t so busy with that she couldn’t keep an eye on Barbara’s progress, ordering her to drink faster. Her tummy was already feeling full and bloated after the second cup, her shirt nearly drenched, clinging to the skin below. “Please, no more,” she begged as she finished.

“Are you wet?” Gail asked. Barbara sniffled, fidgeting on the spot. “I didn’t think so.” Gail took the empty glass, handing Barbara a full one, walking over to the sink.

“No, wait!” Barbara begged. She squatted down slightly, biting her bottom lip. It hadn’t been so long since the last time she’d done this, though she’d been doing her best since then to forget all about it. She forced down on her bladder, trying to beg it to get started, but it knew it wasn’t on the toilet, knew this wasn’t right… Barbara started to cry, angry at Gail for making her do this, angry at herself for being unable to, and then, as if liquid flowing from one part of her body signaled to the rest of her that it was okay, she felt the first few drops of urine make their way into her diaper, hitting the padding and soaking in, giving her a wet spot, but surely not enough for Gail. Then, as she began to fear that would be it, her bladder exploded. A torrent of pee flooded into her diaper, the soft padding turning warm and squishy all around her at an alarming rate. Once she’d started it, she was afraid it wouldn’t stop, and that she’d waited too long and she was about to start leaking all over the floor, which she was sure would be frowned upon. Finally, however, the stream did slow, then trikle to a stop, leaving her red-cheeked and a little exhausted.

Gail knew full well what was going on, of course, and she was grinning as she tugged the shorts down over the now swollen diaper, poking at it gleefully. “Oh, what a good girl!” she complimented Barbara, patting her head, but not bothering to pull the shorts back up. “Now finish your lemonade.” When Barbara started to groan, Gail had only to stomp her foot and order, “Now!” to get her started again.

By the time she finished the final glass, getting it replaced with the pacifier, she was sure she was going to burst. She couldn’t even feel annoyed at being told it was naptime, since all she could think about was getting into a dry diaper and lying down. She was much less happy, however, when she watched Gail putting the “lemonade mix” away, as the woman seemingly made sure to turn the container just right to let Barbara read the brand name on the front – Metamucil.

The Affair – Chapter 5

The Affair – Chapter 5

“No,” Barbara whined, only getting more upset as she was ignored. “No!” she repeated, but the woman simply tugged her hand harder, then pushed her over to the stairs, where Barbara was sat down on the bottom one, diaper crinkling beneath her. She was sure these diapers were louder than the ones the twins had put her in, and thicker. They certainly seemed to go up higher on her, the top of them tickling the bottom of her belly slightly, which the others had never done.

The woman opened the closet near the front door, pulling out a pair of pink velcro shoes, which had pink ankle socks laced with white lace resting inside, along with a purse. “No!” Barbara insisted again, pouting as the woman pulled the socks up over her feet, then followed them with the shoes. “You can’t,” she added at last.

The woman slung her purse over her shoulder, then grabbed Barbara’s hands, yanking her back up. “I’m going to let that slide for now,” she said cheerfully, “because it’s your first day. But you’re mine now, Barbie, and I think you’re going to find that I can do whatever I want with you.”

“You can’t,” Barbara insisted. “I’m an adult, an’ I’m not a toy. I’m not a pwesent.”

“Well, you certainly aren’t acting like a very good one right now,” the woman agreed, dragging Barbara closer to the front door. “But you’ll learn. I’m sure it won’t be hard for someone like you. Now, if you decide to speak while we’re out, you are to call me mommy, do you understand? You can call me mommy here, too, for now… I haven’t decided if you’ll be sticking with that or not. I guess it will depend on how good a little girl you wind up being. Because mistress has a good sound to it, too. Until then, though, it’s…”

Barbara stared up at the woman, sulking. Did she really have to say it? Apparently so. She sighed, staring back down at her shuffling feet. “Mommy,” she grumbled.

All of the sudden, she felt two fingers roughly digging into her chin, pushing it up, forcing her to lock eyes with the woman. “What was that, Barbie? You want a little training session before we go out? Because we ARE going out, Barbie. It’s up to you what condition you and your diaper are in when we do. I think you’re smart enough, if just barely, to see I’m not taking a diaper bag with me… But I am more than willing to do so, little lady, and change you anywhere I please. Do you want that?”

Barbara shook her head fearfully, only to feel her face being squeezed more tightly. “No, mommy,” she squeaked. She felt a little dirty saying it, giving in so easily, but what could she do? She was quite thoroughly overpowered, and, standing there beside the tall, busty woman, she felt, quite thoroughly, like a toddler. It was the exact opposite of how she’d expected to feel that afternoon; heck, it was what she’d been running away from. She’d been hoping her encounter with this bitch’s husband would help her to forget about everything the twins had done to her, help her to feel fully like a grown-up again, and yet here she was, busted back further than ever before. She wondered if this was some sort of sign.

“That’s what I thought,” the woman nodded, pulling the door open and escorting the fidgeting girl outside. It seemed quite strange to be walking – or toddling, really, from the aftereffects of the drug and her diaper – past her car, knowing she’d actually driven that here, a far more adult thing than anyone seeing her now would have suspected her of being capable of. The woman kept her strides small as they went down the driveway, seeming to enjoy the girl’s pained look back, her desire to jump into the car and drive away. Of course, Barbara wasn’t even sure where her keys were now. They’d been with her clothes when the woman had taken them. Would she ever see them again?

The pace picked up once they were at the sidewalk, leaving Barbara struggling to keep up without tripping on her own two feet, which she concentrated more and more on to avoid catching the gaze of passing joggers and dog-walkers, though she could still feel their eyes on her. Her breasts had never felt so big as then, even if most of their size was artificial, and she was sure the woman had let her keep her bra so passers-by would realize that, tiny as she was,  she still wasn’t really young enough to be dressed as she was. Especially not in a diaper, which was feeling quite warm now, making her bottom sweat as she was forced to practically jog to keep up.

“What’s the matter, chubby?” the woman teased Barbara as she started to pant at the exertion of it, reaching down to pat the girl’s tummy. Barbara’s cheeks burned, tears stinging the corners of her eyes unbidden. She’d never been anywhere close to overweight before – and she still wasn’t, she just had a few extra pounds, which she was starting to realize had probably been this woman’s idea, rather than her husband’s – and that had been the one thing, really, she’d had going for her. She was picked on for being short, for being flat, for wearing glasses, but when she got too frustrated at all the teasing, she could always take out her frustrations on one of the bigger girls in her class. It was mean, sure, but sometimes it worked to make her feel better. And now here it was, being thrown back at her.

“I’m not fat!” she declared angrily.

“Oh, what’s the matter, did I hit a nerve?” the woman asked, making Barbara regret showing any kind of reaction. “Are you gonna throw a tantrum about it?” The woman seemed disappointed when Barbara shook her head, though she didn’t push it any further. Still, Barbara had a feeling she hadn’t heard the last of that.

Finally, the woman started to slow down, turning to walk up one house’s driveway before cutting around behind the house. If she hadn’t been so busy trying to catch her breath, Barbara would have been somewhat surprised to see the huge pool, probably olympic sized, back there, though as it was, she barely noticed it or the group of women sitting at an umbrella shaded table by its edge.

“There you are!” one of them shouted.

“So sorry, Claire!” the woman smiled, tugging Barbara along as she walked over to them. “My little boarder is a bit out of shape, as you can see.”

Barbara froze in humiliation as all eyes turned to her. One of the closer women, seemingly the youngest, probably just four or five years older than Barbara, reached over and touched the diaper. “What is that?” she asked, sounding a bit tipsy.

“Oh, Sasha,” Barbara’s ‘mommy’ chuckled, ” you’re so cute. It’s so obvious you aren’t a mother yet.”

“Neither are you,” Sasha shot back.

The woman smiled, giving Barbara’s rear a loud pat. “Well, I wasn’t,” she said. “You girls just are not going to believe this…” She sat down at one of the empty chairs, accepting the drink one of the other ladies poured. “Are you just going to stand there all day, Barbie?” she asked, making the girl blushed uncertainly, starting to head for another empty seat. “No,” the woman told her sternly. “We’ve been over this. If we’re doing this, we’re doing it right. You can either sit on my lap, or on the ground. Which is it going to be?”

Barbara looked up at the woman pleadingly; she was clearly not budging. She glanced around at the other women, but they seemed far more interested in watching what was going on than helping her. She wasn’t about to climb up on the woman’s lap, so, sulking, she sank down to the ground. “Good girl,” her ‘mommy’ complimented her, ruffling her hair. Barbara was sure she’d known what choice she’d make, and that she wanted it this way. Sitting there, able to see only the legs of most of the other women, too far out of the way to really be a part of the conversation, she was clearly being shown her place.

“Come on, Gail, stop stalling,” one of them said. It was apparently directed at Barbara’s mother, since she started talking afterward. It was certainly nice, Barbara thought, to have some way of thinking of her without having to resort to calling her ‘mommy’ in her mind as well, but she doubted she’d really be able to use that name out loud.

“You girls know I was looking into renting out the spare room,” Gail’s story began. “And, clearly I did. Little Barbie here seemed like the perfect candidate when we interviewed her. A nice, quiet young girl who said she’d keep to herself for the most part. So we drew up a contract and all, and she moved in today. And almost right away, once she has her things unpacked, she comes out of her room in a diaper – a diaper! – sucking her thumb.”

“What?” Sasha giggled, bending down to look at Barbara, who blushed and turned away from the attention bashfully. “That’s a diaper?!”

“Of course it is,” Claire berated her, and Barbara could practically hear her eyes rolling. “Have you never even seen a baby, Sasha?”

“Yes, I have, Yvette,” Sasha pouted. “But I don’t pay that much attention to them!”

“Ladies, ladies… Could we listen to the rest of the story, please?” The other women quieted down obediently.

“Thank you. Anyway, she comes up to me and tells me that the reason she wanted to live with me is because she thought of me as a mommy.”

“Gee, I wonder why,” Sasha snorted.

“Sasha, be quiet,” Yvette ordered.

“I’m just saying,” Sasha grumbled, “I wouldn’t mind having some of those.”

“Obviously,” Gail raised her voice to silence the other woman again, “I thought she was crazy. I was going to tear up the contract right then and there, but she just burst into tears. She told me all she ever wanted was for someone to take care of her, and she didn’t know what she was going to do if I kicked her out. It was quite pitiful.”

“Nuh-uh!” Barbara tried to protest, only to go quiet as Gail fixed her with a glare that promised dire consequences if she kept talking.

“She’s shy about it now… But she was down on her knees, just begging me to do it earlier. And you all know how soft hearted I am.” She paused to let the other women snicker. “I marched her into her room and was starting to pack her things back up, when I saw all this stuff she’d brought! There were just tons of diapers, and little kid clothes, and…”

“I didn’t!” Barbara sniffled.

“And pacifiers,” Gail finished, pulling one out of her purse and shoving it into Barbara’s mouth. Barbara nearly gagged at the sudden invasion, her mouth filling with the taste of rubber. It felt quite large, far more so than she could imagine a regular baby-sized one being. She reached up to try to take it out, only to have her hand smacked away. “And paddles,” she added pointedly before straightening back up. “All kinds of things. And it was just so obvious how much she wanted it… I know it’s silly, but I agreed. But we’re doing it on my terms, aren’t we, Barbie?”

“Yes, ’cause I don’t want this!” Barbara answered unhappily.

“There’s no need to be embarrassed about it now, they already know,” Gail chuckled.

“I don’t know, I still think there’s plenty of reason for her to be embarrassed,” Yvette said. “A young woman like that completely retreating from adulthood? You can’t tell me that’s normal.”

“I think it’s kinda cute,” Sasha giggled.

“It is,” Gail agreed. “And it’s certainly not normal. But if I didn’t go along with her, she’d have found someone else who would, and who knows what kind of person that would be? Besides, I’m sure she’ll get tired of this sooner or later and realize just how ridiculous it is. But until then, she’s my baby girl.”

“It is quite nice of you,” Yvette conceded. “I’m sure it will be a lot of work.”

“Oh, she’s a handful, all right,” Gail nodded.  “But isn’t she cute?” She reached down, pulling Barbara to her feet, tickling her exposed stomach. “How can you say no to this?” Barbara started to giggle and squirm, unable to help herself as the other women watched and conceded that, indeed, it would have been hard. Gail slowed her tickling, then let her hand drift down, over the padded crotch of the diaper, which she pushed up against Barbara’s hot, confined nether regions. “Oh, Barbie, you didn’t! You promised me you wouldn’t go again until we were back home! Are you trying to embarrass me in front of my friends?”

“What?” Barbara looked up, confused, at the woman, standing there with her hands on her hips, a stern look in her eye. “I didn’t!” she insisted, blushing as she heard Sasha tittering and realized her ‘mommy’ had just made them all think she’d wet herself.

“Ugh, see what I mean? A handful.” Gail shook her head. “Well, I’d better go get her changed so she doesn’t get a rash. I didn’t bring a spare because somebody swore to me that she wouldn’t need it.”

“I don’t!” Barbara wailed, stomping her foot. These women already thought little enough of her – she didn’t want them to think she’d peed her pants in front of them, too!

“It might be naptime, too,” Claire suggested.

“You’re probably right,” Gail nodded. “Say night-night to your aunties, Barbie, and we’ll go get you in a nice, clean diapie.”

“But I’m not wet!” Barbara pouted.

“One…” Barbara started to scoff at that. She’d used that trick on plenty of kids, back when she was a babysitter. She’d never had any real idea what she’d have done if they let her get to three, but she’d never had to find out. As Gail got to, “Two,” however, she remembered what the woman had said about paddles, and knew that was one part of the story that probably hadn’t been made up.

“Goodnight,” she piped up.

“No, do it right,” Gail insisted. “Each one.”

“But…” Barbara started, uncertainly.

“Two and a half…”

Barbara quickly toddled up to Sasha, the closest, and mumbled, “Goodnight.” She blushed as the woman leaned closer to her, turning her cheek to face her, making her realize just what was expected of her. She sighed and leaned in, kissing the woman on the cheek, getting a drunken chuckle in return. She did the same for the other women, then returned to Gail’s side obediently, following her back to the sidewalk.

“There,” Gail said, once they were away from the house. “Now they all know you belong to me. And I promise, you’re not getting away from here without at least one of them catching a glimpse of you. And I bet even Yvette wouldn’t mind having a little doll of her own to play with for a little while before calling me to pick you up.”

The Affair – Chapter 4

The Affair – Chapter 4

“Wh-What..?” the girl tried to say, shaking her head.

“Just give it a few minutes,” the woman told her. “It’s a pretty powerful drug, but it ought to wear off enough to let you stand on your own in a bit.”

There was, the girl was sure, little chance that this woman would have drugged her if she didn’t know the truth. Clearly, she didn’t really think she was a kid… But how much did she actually know? Was it just a strange coincidence that she’d called her by that hated nickname?

“I-I’m sowwy,” the girl managed to get out, her voice not working much better than her legs. “I’ww weave, an’ neber talk to youw hus’ban again, I swear…”

“Sorry?” the woman chuckled, kneeling down in front of her, loosening the tie and pulling it off as she spoke. “Sweetie, that doesn’t even begin to cover it. You’re absolutely pathetic. Honestly, he told me about you, and showed me pictures of you, and told me all about your little adventures with him, but I never thought you’d be so pitiful. It’s perfect, really. You’re perfect.”

She was really starting to feel confused now, though she wasn’t sure if that was because of the drug, or what the woman was saying. First she was pathetic, and now she was perfect? What was that supposed to mean? “Pewfect?” was the closest she could come to asking about it.

“Oh, yes,” the woman nodded, reaching out and starting to unbutton the girl’s shirt. The girl tried to stop her, but her arms felt too heavy to be of much use. She shivered slightly as the  shirt was pushed off of her, leaving her in just her padded bra, which the woman briefly pulled aside before letting it stay, commenting, “Adorable,” as the girl blushed. Her hands then moved down the girl’s tummy, making her squirm slightly – all the sweets hadn’t really fattened her up, as he’d said he wanted, but they had made a bit of a start, and she’d been feeling more ticklish there since then.

The girl tried to fight back again as the woman’s fingers made their way to the waistband of her skirt, starting to tug it down, but the drug hadn’t worn off nearly enough yet. The tights were next, leaving her sitting there in her bra and panties, wanting to sink into the floor and vanish. The woman smiled as she tugged the pink panties down, revealing the girl’s mostly bald crotch. “Shaved already, good girl,” she complimented the girl. That hadn’t been her choice, but her body hadn’t been very cooperative in fixing what had been done to her.

She smiled even more as she held the wet panties in front of the girl, dangling them from her thumb and forefinger daintily. “My, my… You were really looking forward to this, weren’t you? Waltzing in here, up to MY bedroom, to be with MY husband?” The girl tried to shake her head, but even in this situations, those thoughts made her squirm. “So pathetic,” the woman grinned. “That’s never going to happen. Do you really think he’d want that…” she looked disdainfully down at the mostly naked girl, “when he could have this?”

She didn’t bother to point out her breasts, or any part of her body, or try to emphasize them in any way. She didn’t have to. Even so, the girl found herself feeling strangely offended at the insinuation. Just because she was less developed… Much less… Didn’t mean nobody would want her! She knew this was neither the time nor place for it, yet she still found herself sneering out a satisfied, “He did.”

The woman snorted, then broke out into laughter, loud and hearty. “Oh… Oh, don’t tell me you still think that?” the woman shook her head, wiping her eyes. “That is just too much! He had to steal your driver’s license to make sure you were even legal! He was sure you were just a little teeny-bopper, trying to impress him by acting older!” The woman noted the girl’s eyes widening, her brain putting the pieces together. “I bet your little panties were soaked, then, too, sitting there with your ‘hero’, just wanting to jump his bones… Well, honey, I can guarantee you your underwear will be wet every time you see him from now on, but not in the same way. He didn’t bring you here for himself, Barbie. It’s our anniversary, and you are my present.”

“Pwesent?”

“I know it’s silly for a woman my age to play with dolls, but when they’re as adorable as you, I just can’t help it.” The woman pinched the girl’s cheek hard, then stood, walking off, taking the clothes with her. When she returned, she had a new set of clothes with her, neatly folded, topped with what Barbara recognized all too well as a disposable diaper, a bottle of baby powder balanced on top of it.

She’d been trying to regain control of her body the whole time the woman had been away, but the sight of that gave her renewed purpose, if not strength. This couldn’t be happening, not again… She’d moved to the city to get away from that, from evil teenagers that seemed obsessed with keeping her their baby sister; how could it have followed her here?! What was it about her that made everyone want to turn her into some oversized baby?!

“Oh, is baby excited?” the woman teased. Firmly, she pushed the whimpering girl onto her back, then unfolded the diaper, taking her time, letting Barbara hear every crinkle. “I don’t even care why you were going by another name… I’m sure there’s some silly reason, but it doesn’t matter, because I bet what it really means is that you were running away from something, weren’t you?” Barbara groaned as her bottom was lifted, and the very thing she’d been running away from was slid under it. “I bet it also means you don’t know many people here, do you? And most people from back home probably don’t know what you’re up to, either. When you disappear again, they’ll just think you ran off to somewhere further away.” Barbara sniffled softly, smelling the baby powder the woman was so liberally pouring onto her before she tugged the diaper up between her legs, taping it tightly in place. “I was going to re-name you anyway, but it turns out you already had the perfect name for a doll. You were just trying to hide it.”

“Pweaze…” Barbara pleaded, tears starting to trickle down the sides of her face. “I don’t wanna…”

“It doesn’t matter what you want anymore,” the woman told her. “You’re mine now. You do what I say.” She took a pair of pink shorts from the pile of clothes and pulled them up Barbara’s legs, over the diaper that bulged obviously through them and stuck out an inch or two from the top. The woman pulled Barbara back into a sitting position to put the pale pink T-shirt on her, tugging it down as far as it would go, which still left a bit of Barbara’s tummy, not to mention her diaper, showing.

Barbara had spent two weeks in actual baby clothes, things the girls she was supposed to be babysitting had outgrown more than a decade before, and yet, somehow, this outfit managed to make her feel more babyish than any of those had. “How adorable!” the woman cooed. “I could just eat you up!” As if to prove that, she practically pounced on Barbara, pushing her shirt back up over her slightly rounded tummy, blowing raspberries on it until the girl couldn’t help but to giggle despite her humiliation. The woman smiled as she sat back up, readjusting Barbara’s shirt, then tracing her finger down to the plastic just below it. “I’m sure you don’t mind your diaper peeking out there, do you? I mean, I know you don’t mind showing your panties off in public.”

It shouldn’t have been a surprise, yet Barbara’s drugged mind was still working through everything she’d been told in the last few minutes, and she couldn’t keep herself from blushing an even deeper shade than she already was. “You think I didn’t know about that? It was my idea! I had to know you could follow orders! And you did, too, every last one… You need someone to tell you what to do, don’t you, Barbie? You can’t be expected to think on your own. Well, that’s what mommy’s here for.”

The woman stood up, tugging Barbara to her feet. The girl’s head spun for a moment, and she wobbled, but to her surprise, she didn’t fall. “And now,” the woman told her, reaching down to give her bottom a rough pat.”I’m telling you that we’re going on a little walk so I can show my present off to the neighborhood.”

The Affair – Chapter 3

The Affair – Chapter 3

She walked up to the front door anxiously, looking behind her at the driveway, empty other than her car. She supposed his car could have been in the garage, but even if she took the time to go check, she wouldn’t have really known, since, she realized, she had no idea what kind of car he drove. Judging by this house, and the little community it was in, probably a very nice one.

She felt a bit silly as she knocked on the door, then rang the doorbell, knowing she had a key. It seemed odd to just let herself into a strange house completely unannounced, however, so she waited for a minute before pushing the key into the lock, surprised and a bit giddy when it went in, when it turned, when the door pushed open, revealing the empty house on the other side. “Hello?” she called uncertainly, stepping in and shutting the door behind her.

It seemed almost unfair, she mused, staring around at the lavish furnishings, how she always seemed to run into people who were so well off, when she was so not. Forgetting about how wrong this was, and how much she’d fretted over that, she started to wonder if this went well, it might become a regular thing… Maybe even enough to consider herself his mistress. Guys still bought their mistresses diamonds and clothes and apartments bigger than a walk in closet, didn’t they? She knew she’d seen that in the movies before, but probably just in mafia flicks. Then again, she didn’t know that he wasn’t in the mafia…

Of course, she knew there was no guarantee things would get that far. It had been so long, and she was sure she was rather rusty… He could be so underwhelmed that he would never want to see her again. Or vice versa, but that seemed much less likely.

“You really are a whore,” she told herself, slightly disgusted at the way she was thinking. What was wrong with her? It was bad enough she was sleeping with another woman’s husband – now she was worrying that she might not get to do it again, or that she might not get some big reward out of it, beyond the obvious. She glanced back at the front door, starting to reconsider the whole thing.

Instead, she inched her way closer to the staircase leading to the second floor. She had no real idea where anything in the house was, or where she was supposed to meet him, but she had a feeling the bedroom would be up there. She laid her hand on the railing, staring up at the stairs and then over at the door, weighing her options. It was, just barely, past the time on the note. He should be there any minute… If she went up the steps now, she might not be able to go back down without running into him, and she knew if she did that, she wouldn’t be able to say no. This was most likely her last chance to change her mind.

She chose the stairs.

She’d barely made her way up two of them, however, before she heard the voice from behind her, nearly making her jump out of her skin and tumble back down to the ground floor all at once. Her heart sped up as she turned, hoping she’d misheard, that her ears were playing tricks on her.

But what she saw only confirmed it. There was somebody else there, and that somebody was another woman. Just as she had initially with him, Angela would have guessed that the woman was around 30, though it seemed more likely to be true in this case. She was tall, statuesque, and, above all, very well endowed. Standing there, an intruder on this woman’s turf, Angela felt the maturity that had filled her as she sat in her car thinking about what was coming drain away, replaced with fear. “I… I-I…” she mumbled, her brain having apparently shut down when she saw the other woman, taking with it the memory of what she’d been asked, although she was sure it had to have something to do with what she thought she was doing.

And what could she say to that? She wasn’t about to admit the truth, not as the woman got closer and she saw the ring on her finger. Even if part of her felt like she might deserve it, she didn’t want to get her ass kicked, especially not when she hadn’t even done anything yet. But what if she knew already? What if Angela wasn’t the first, and this woman was used to strange women sneaking up to her bedroom? As she loomed closer, Angela began to feel smaller and more inadequate, sure she was about to receive justice for what she’d almost done. She’d never been in a fight before – she’d been bullied some, in school, but never bothered to resist. She doubted it would end well.

“P-Please,” she begged. “I…”

The lady stopped short, then covered her mouth with her hands, trying to hide a chuckle. Angela stared over at her, apparently looking as confused as she felt, urging the woman to tell her, “I’m sorry, sweetie. I didn’t mean to scare you.”

“That’s… uh… that’s all right…” Angela smiled tentatively. What was going on?

“I heard you at the door, but I was doing laundry. I didn’t expect you to let yourself in…” Angela froze, afraid the woman would realize that the front door had been locked and wonder how, exactly, this intruder had gotten in.

“Well, I… I mean…” Angela was completely unprepared for this. She’d worried it could happen, of course, but she’d never expected it to happen like this. If she was going to get caught, she’d thought it would happen right away, when she’d rung the doorbell and could have just claimed she had the wrong house, or afterward, as she was lying in bed with him, and he could handle the explaining.

“You look a little pale,” the woman told her. “Come on, sit down for a minute.”

“Maybe I should go…” she said, staring at the front door and its blessed escape.

“Nonsense. I don’t want you collapsing out there. Come sit down and I’ll get you some water.” Angela could tell the woman wasn’t going to back down, so she nodded reluctantly, stepping back down to the main floor and letting herself be led to the couch. It was large and quite comfortable; she could feel herself sinking into it as she waited for the woman to return with her glass of water. This could have been the perfect time to get out of there, but she was too afraid the woman would hear her escape and come after her. She accepted the glass gratefully, taking it with both hands and sipping from it.

“Does that make you feel better?” the woman asked. Angela nodded, sipping again to keep from having to speak, sure it would be no more intelligible than anything else she’d said since being caught. “Oh, you don’t have to look so scared,” the woman told her, reaching out and patting her knee. “I’m not mad at you for coming in, dear. I was just surprised, that’s all.”

Angela tried simply nodding again, but the woman didn’t go on, clearly expecting something more. She swallowed, trying to collect her thoughts, to keep from sounding like a spooked child. “No, I… I shouldn’t have done that. It’s my fault.”

“Going door to door must be hard, huh?” the woman asked, leaning in a little closer to Angela, who took another frantic drink as she attempted to decode that. Who did this person think she was? What did she think she was doing here?

“It… can be,” she answered finally, deciding that was a safe enough answer.

“I bet it would be easier if you wore your uniform,” the woman nodded wisely. “Your other uniform, I mean. But you probably didn’t have time to change, did you?”

“No?”

The woman chuckled at her again. “Finish up your water, sweetie.” Angela tipped back her glass obediently. The woman waited until she was most of the way done before commenting, “It would probably be easier if you had brought your cookies, too.”

Angela was glad for the water and her ability to use it to stall yet again, though this time she didn’t have nearly as long. As she lowered the glass, however, it finally hit her what the woman must mean, and it made her cheeks burn. A Girl Scout? Really? Still, it was probably safest to play along with it. “I was supposed to, but I forgot,” she shrugged.

“Isn’t you guys’ motto ‘Be Prepared’? You don’t seem to have done a very good job at it.”

Angela’s mind raced. Was this a test? She’d never been a Girl Scout herself, though she had known a boy who was a scout, and she was pretty sure he’d told her his motto was ‘Be Prepared’. Boy and Girl Scouts wouldn’t both have the same motto, would they? “Well, actually,” she said, hoping she was right, “it isn’t. But I should have been, you’re right.”

“Oh, isn’t it?” the woman raised an eyebrow. Angela winced, hoping she hadn’t just screwed herself by over-thinking this. “Well, I guess I shouldn’t expect a Daisy to know that.”

Angela blushed, sitting up straighter. She might not know much about Girl Scouts, but she knew Daisies were the littlest ones. Surely she couldn’t think she was that young! “I’m not a Daisy!” she exclaimed, trying, and failing, to keep her offense from sounding like pouting. “I’m a… uh…”

The woman scooted closer, her ample bosom brushing against Angela’s arm now, making the girl feel even more inadequate as she sat there, dressed like a schoolgirl, trying to think of some random bit of knowledge she knew had to be in her head. Her brain was feeling kind of fuzzy, somehow, and even though she was sure the word she was looking for was something simple, it kept eluding her. “What?” the woman asked. “What are you, sweetie?”

Angela tried to squirm away, but the woman kept following, making the girl more and more flustered. “I’m… umm… I’m one of…”

“What is it?” the woman urged, watching Angela’s frightened eyes, smiling, before changing the question to, “What are you, Barbie?”

Angela gasped as she heard the name, jumping up from the couch. Unfortunately, at some point her legs had apparently been replaced with jelly, and she stood for a only a moment, tottering, before falling flat on her bottom with an “Oomph!”, the hardwood floor smacking roughly into her bottom.

She stared up, weakly, as she watched the woman stand, towering over her ominously. “Are you a doll, Barbie?” she asked, voice turning rougher, less gentle. When the girl couldn’t bring herself to answer, the woman grinned, leaning down a little. “Yes, I think you are.”

The Affair – Chapters 1 & 2

The Affair – Chapters 1 & 2

Chapter 1

She knew it was wrong – she wasn’t stupid. But that didn’t stop her from wanting it, from thinking about it, dreaming of it, both while she was asleep and when she should have been working. Her cheeks always burned red as one of her co-workers or one of the customers made some little noise that snapped her out of her daydream, sure they all knew what she was thinking about. She’d never felt this way about someone before. She had a feeling she didn’t really feel this way about him, either, that she wanted this just as much, if not more-so, because of everything she’d been through recently than from pure attraction.

Not that he wasn’t attractive. She’d never been good at estimating ages, especially when it came to people older than her, but she thought he must be right around 40. It was possible he was even right at, or even more than, twice her own age of 21, which she had to admit felt a little creepy when she thought about it that way. But other than his hair, just barely starting to whiten, he still looked rather young, all muscular and dashing. The only reason she didn’t think he was 30 was that when she’d guessed that age, he’d chuckled at her as if that guess was ridiculous.

But the fact that she was thinking about him that much at all just felt wrong. She’d seen the ring on his finger, and he’d even mentioned his wife once or twice, just fleetingly, yet enough that she knew the woman wasn’t dead and he just hadn’t gotten over it enough to take the ring off yet. She’d never considered herself a homewrecker, or a slut, or anything like that… But whenever he walked in, her knees went weak under her, and her heart fluttered.

She wasn’t a virgin, but she didn’t exactly have a lot of experiene in that department, either. She’d always been an extremely petite girl, more cute than sexy. She’d done a little better back at the start of middle school. By the time she was ready to move on to high school, however, all of her boyfriends had moved on as the girls around her blossomed, almost all significantly more than her. Even once she started wearing padded bras, she had a feeling she reminded most of the boys too much of their kid sisters for them to even think of her that way.

It would have been nice if she’d filled out significantly since then, so she could say to herself, “If only they could see me now!”, but that had never really happened. She still looked rather young, enough so that, when she’d moved out of the town she’d grown up in a couple months before, the superintendent of her apartment building had very nearly refused to let her sign the rental contract, even after she’d shown her driver’s license.  It probably didn’t help that she had glasses in the picture on her license, having not yet gotten the contacts she now wore, or that her hair in the picture was still its natural blonde, rather than the brown she had since dyed it.

And yet, despite all that, here he was. She could still remember their first meeting. She’d only been working at Starbucks for a couple days then, still struggling to remember everything she had to do, stressed out that she would screw up and have to start her job search all over again, when it had been hard enough to land that position. She had been clearing off tables, only to pick up a cup that wasn’t quite empty, with a lid not quite on. She hadn’t been able to react in time to keep from spilling it on herself. Luckily, it was cold by then, but that didn’t make her feel any better. After a day of being chewed out by customers for getting their orders slightly wrong, and then by her manager for ringing up coupons the wrong way, it was the last straw. She stood there, fists clenched, on the verge of tears.

“Hey, it’s all right,” he had said, swooping in from the next table over. He gently took her towel from her clenched fist, running it over her shirt. She’d known she should be mad that some complete stranger thought he could do that, but she’d been fascinated by him right away. Each touch was electric, sending pulses of energy through her body, making her sure this all had to be a dream. “No need to get upset… Angela,” he told her, reading her name-tag.

“S-Sorry,” she blushed, staring up into his deep, blue eyes. “I just…”

“Long day?” he asked knowingly. She nodded, shivering as he ran the towel over her body again, just barely keeping from brushing across her chest, giving her the first glimpse of his wedding band. There was nothing inappropriate going on, not really, but her face had lit up bright red. It had been so long, and after the events of the last couple months… “Oh, sorry,” he smiled gently, giving her the towel back. She took it, reluctantly. “I’m sure it’s hard having to come here and work as soon as you get out of school.”

At first she’d been mortified, sure that he thought she was a high schooler, just a child, and that was why he was being nice to her. She reassured herself first by thinking that he could mean college, then by noticing his grin, deciding he was joking. “Yeah, they don’t give me any time to work on my book reports here,” she teased. He chuckled, making a little more small talk before leaving. Hardly able to believe her legs had held out so long, she’d sunk into a chair, giggling like a tween.

She’d almost hoped he was just passing through, or that he’d somehow found himself on the opposite side of the city as normal, but instead, she started noticing him coming in more and more, almost every day. She couldn’t help but wonder if he’d actually been around the shop before, and she just hadn’t noticed him, somehow. She told herself he must have, that this was just part of his routine, and his appearances there had nothing to do with her, yet he always seemed to hang around, reading his paper, until she was working the counter, so that he could order from her. He always made some little joke, found some excuse to look her right in the eye with an expression that could have melted butter, lingered what she felt was just a moment too long when he took his change from her. And he always seemed to only have large bills, so he had to get change every time. But she’d seen his ring, and she knew she couldn’t do anything about the feelings bubbling up inside her, despite her best attempts to quell them.

Then she’d gotten robbed.

It all happened so fast, she hadn’t even realized what was happening. It was one of the rare times he was there when she was about to leave. Silly as it was, her heart always beat a little faster when that happened, as she wondered if he was sticking around for her, if he was going to invite her back to his place, or ask if he could see hers, even though she knew it was more likely that he just hadn’t finished his coffee yet.

She was about to leave when one of her co-workers called her back up to the counter for a minute. She almost didn’t go, but the girl, a few years younger than her, looked a bit freaked out. It was rare she was asked for advice as a more experienced woman, so she’d given in, walking over and setting her purse down on the counter for just a moment to talk. It turned out it wasn’t so much advice the girl wanted as it was for Angela to take over one of her shifts that weekend.

It had all happened in a flash. As the two employees spoke quietly, there was a rush of activity behind them, then the sound of the doorbell chiming. Angela turned curiously, then noticed her purse was missing. Looking out the front window, she saw the man running, as if he were chasing after whoever had taken it. “Yeah-that’s-fine,” she mumbled in a rush to her co-worker, dashing back around the counter and through the front door, short legs pumping furiously, yet still unable to come close to catching the man, much less whoever had taken her purse.

She wasn’t an athletic girl by any means, and after spending the day in the air conditioned comfort of her Starbucks, the heat outside was too much for her. She slowed from a run to a stumble before leaning over, hands resting on her knees, feeling a little dizzy as she panted. She didn’t know how long she stood there before she saw her purse suddenly drop into view, dangling in front of her. She straightened up, blushing as she saw the man holding it, smiling at her.

“Th-Thanks,” she stammered, voice somehow still not working right even though she’d mostly caught her breath. “I didn’t even…”

“It’s all right,” he told her.

“You say that to me a lot,” she giggled, immediately feeling awkward, sure he wouldn’t recall their first encounter as well as she did.

“You need to be told it a lot,” he countered, reaching up, running a hand over her cheek.

She knew she shouldn’t allow it, that this was practically a stranger she was letting touch her, but every muscle in her body, including her tongue, seemed to stop working as she felt his skin on hers.

“You feel warm,” he said as he moved his hand away. “I know what you need.”

She still couldn’t speak… In fact, she was afraid that if she opened her mouth, only a pathetic whimper would emerge, first because of the sudden loss of his touch, then from the implications of what he’d said. She knew it was wrong, and yet she found herself nodding anyway. She kicked herself for it later; normally, she hated when people felt like they had to do things for her, like she was some helpless child. She told herself it was different this time, since she really had needed his help, though really she knew it was just because it was him.

He started to lead her through the street, thankfully keeping a slow pace so she wouldn’t be running after him like an obedient little puppy, as she knew she would have. In her mind, she could see herself in some fancy apartment, sitting on a bed as he reached over with his strong, yet gentle hands, unbuttoning her shirt, working his way from the top down, then even further as he undid her pants, started to slide them down her legs… Her cheeks flushed, and she could feel herself growing wet with arousal. It really had been quite a long time.

So, while she was somewhat thankful for it later, as she rebuked herself for having been willing to jump into bed with someone just because he chased down a purse-snatcher for her, in the moment she was quite disappointed when she found that the place we was leading her to was an ice cream shop, going so far as to let out an unhappy moan, much to her mortification. If he knew what that was really about, he gave no indication, instead asking, “You’re not on a diet, are you?” When she was unable to answer, he simply said, “Well, you shouldn’t be. You’re just right as you are,” before ushering her inside.

Eating her ice cream did cool her down, in more ways than one, though before that she found herself squirming in front of the ice cream vats as she was supposed to be picking out a flavor, bits and pieces of her daydream of what she’d expected this outing to be still playing in her head. Finally, once she’d finished, she was calm enough to think to check her purse. It looked as if it had been rifled through, but thankfully her ID and credit cards were still there.

So was her money, meager as it was, or so she thought until she pulled it out. The twenty she’d had in there had been crisp and new, fresh out of the ATM. This one wasn’t as wrinkled and dirty as some of the bills she had to deal with at work, but it was clearly not the same one. For a moment, she was confused – why would the thief switch money with her? Then she realized the truth.

“I can’t take this,” she told the man, holding the money out to him. “You already paid for my ice cream, I can’t take this, too.”

“Yes, you can,” he assured her. “I didn’t get a good enough look at the thief to bother going to the police, and I didn’t try to catch him after he ditched the purse, so it’s the least I can do.”

“No,” she corrected him. “The least you could have done was just let me know it had been stolen. You didn’t have to chase after him yourself…”

“Hey,” he said, just a hint of sternness in his voice. “I wanted to. And I don’t want to hear any more arguments, young lady.” She tried to start one anyway, only to be struck mute as he stroked her cheek again, this time moving his fingers down to her chin, pushing it upward while she tried to look down and hide her blush. “Got it?” She had no choice but to nod.

She’d nearly invited him home, reconfiguring her fantasies to set them in her own crowded apartment rather than his luxurious one, but whenever she tried to actually do it, his wedding ring always seemed to catch her eye. It didn’t stop her from dreaming, though. It was fortunate that he had to leave first, as she needed to buy herself another scoop of ice cream to calm herself down enough to get home.

Chapter 2

As she walked back to Starbucks from the ice cream shop, underwear still wet from her now cooled excitement, she began to wonder if she’d overdone it, if she had misread him. Sure, she wanted to think that he was just as into her as she was him, but had he ever really given her any indication that was the case? If anything, his actions earlier seemed more like he thought of her as a daughter than anything else. She certainly hoped that wasn’t the case, but knew, realistically, she had to at least consider it.

She felt especially shy the next day when he came in, staring down at the counter as she took his order. He gave her a nice, crisp twenty, which she looked at for a moment before saying, “Let me change for you… I mean, make some change…” It was silly, clumsy, though she told herself she was just out of practice with the whole flirting thing.

So she was more than a little surprised, and pleased, when he responded with, “Please, feel free to slip into something a little more comfortable.” A shiver ran down her spine, and she made the mistake of looking up into his eyes. She was sure she saw the same desire there as in her own. She felt a warmth stirring in her loins, a wetness forming between her legs and in her panties as her breath quickened.

“Hey, hurry it up!” groused the person behind the man in line, snapping her out of it.

“S-Sorry,” she stammered, cheeks flushed as she handed him his money.

“I bet a skirt would be more comfortable,” he suggested as he took it. “You’re always wearing khakis…”

“I’ll, uh… think about it…” she promised. In the moment, she knew she would do it. Later, she had second thoughts. Yes, she’d been willing to jump in bed with him the day before, but her head was a bit clearer now. Now that he seemed like he was interested in her as well, the fact that he was married became somehow more important. She never expected to be able to call herself a seductress, and though it was a little exciting that she could, that wasn’t the kind of person she wanted to be.

She told herself all she needed was one good roll in the hay, that her obsession with him was all about the long dry spell she was suffering through. As soon as he was gone – it felt somehow wrong to do it until then, even when there wasn’t actually anything going on between them – she started checking out all the guys that came in. There were plenty closer to her age, a few more handsome, or distinguished, more than enough candidates. Yet, try as she might, she couldn’t make herself get interested in any of them.

She wore a skirt the next day. And the day after, and the day after. He kept suggesting she make them shorter and shorter, and, every time, she’d go along with it. It reminded her, in a way, of being back in high school. She’d gone to a private school, with uniforms, none of which ever fit her right, being so small. To keep from looking like a total prude dork, she had to roll up the top of her skirt, like her classmates all did as soon as classes let out. So she’d have to pull hers up even higher to try to keep up with them, feeling like a little girl playing dress-up. She was no good with the sewing machine herself, and every time she begged her mother to hem her skirts, she’d always say, “Just wait, you’ll grow into them.” But she never did.

Just as, now, she always intended to playfully rebel against his orders, switch back to her dress pants, or longer skirts. She never did. Even once she reached the minimum length set by the dress code, she kept pushing it, sure nobody would notice. Except for him.

“You’re such a good little girl,” he teased her one day, a slow morning with only a few other customers, off in one corner by themselves.

“Do I get a treat?” she asked playfully, toying with a pen as she spoke, hating herself for it almost immediately. She knew doing what he told her was leading him on, but she justified that as more innocent. She supposed just flirting wasn’t that bad, either, yet it somehow felt different.

“Oh, I don’t know,” he’d said. “I’m not sure you’ve been that good.”

“How good do I have to be?” she half-giggled, chewing on the clicky part of her pen.

“I have to think about that,” he mused, putting his chin in his hand, tapping his pointer finger over his mouth before coming up with, “I think you should show me your panties.”

If she hadn’t been turned on before, that would have done it. She nearly dropped the pen, then set it down carefully, as if she’d meant to do that all along, buying herself a little time as her cheeks turned crimson, hardly able to believe what she’d heard. “I-I can’t do that,” she whispered, suddenly feeling like the other customers were sitting far too close to the counter.

“Oh, I bet you can,” he told her.

She looked over at the occupied tables, chewing now on her bottom lip, one hand moving towards the hem of her skirt almost automatically. “I don’t know…” she protested.

“Well, you don’t have to,” he shrugged, starting to turn away.

“No, no, I will!” she said quickly, wincing at how eager she must have sounded. He was smiling as he turned around, even before she tugged the front of her skirt down enough to show off the front of her purple underwear.

“Good girl!” he complimented her, reaching over to pat her on the head before grabbing a cookie from the counter, laying it in front of her with his money. “And here’s your treat.”

At first, she was too disappointed to say anything, before coming up with a teasing, “First ice cream, now this… Are you trying to fatten me up?”

To her surprise, he answered, “Yes.” He sounded quite serious, enough that she wasn’t quite sure what to say. But, sure enough, every day after that, he would buy her a cookie or a muffin after demanding to see her panties. He started out waiting until there was nobody else around, but as the days went on, he got more and more daring, doing it with another customer just a few tables away, then even closer, and, at last, he surprised her by doing it not after having his coffee and waiting for the right moment, but right away, with someone else in line behind him, speaking in a hushed yet insistent tone.

She felt like a slut, a tramp… She shouldn’t do this. She could probably get fired over this. That didn’t stop her. She moved up closer to the counter, tugging her skirt down just an inch or two. He gave her a look and she immediately pulled it down more, fire burning in her cheeks as well as significantly lower in her body. If he’d asked her to, she would have pulled her skirt all the way off, stood there in her panties, soaking in her own juices.

When he gave her his money that day, it was with a piece of paper folded around something small and hard. She looked down at it questioningly, only to realize with a little more prodding that it was a key. Her heart sped up as she glanced up at him, getting a nod before slipping it into the pocket of her apron, hands shaking.

She looked at it on her break, as she nibbled her cookie. The paper had an address on it – one a little ways out of the city, in what looked like a suburb on her phone – and a time. This was it, she thought. Now she knew, for sure, that this wasn’t a one-sided crush. Of course, she should have suspected that already, but she’d been telling herself his little tests were different, that they just didn’t quite feel the same.

By then, her horniness had waned to a dull roar, enough to fully remind her what she was doing. It was one thing to flirt with, dress up, or undress for someone. Taking it to the next step was something different. Would it mean she really was a bad person? He’d mentioned his wife, but if he was doing this, he couldn’t be entirely happy with her, could he?

She wound up taking the rest of the afternoon off, driving herself back to her apartment to think. She was too distracted to be of much use there, anyway, and unless she wanted to meet him in her work clothes, she wouldn’t have had time to change otherwise. Now, after all this time, all her fantasies, all the dancing around it, the moment of truth was finally there. She knew quite well what her body wanted her to do – it had been telling her in no uncertain terms for weeks – but her mind was less easy to convince. She almost wished he hadn’t been so cryptic about it, that he would have just told her to leave with him right away. She probably would have trailed after him like a lovesick puppy. But he had to give her time to think about it.

She started to reach for her phone, to call and ask him to meet her at her place, before remembering he’d never actually given her his number. That might have clenched it right there, knowing that there was no chance his wife could walk in on them. If just hadn’t been for that wife, this would be so easy…. Why did he have to be married? Why couldn’t he have at least taken his ring off before putting her under his spell?

She pouted, sitting on her bed, repeatedly talking herself out of it, then back in again, all the while checking the time on her phone every few minutes, knowing the time when she’d have to make a choice was approaching fast. Finally, still undecided, she got up and walked over to her closet, just to see what she could wear in case she did decide to go.

And there, back in the corner, she saw it. When she’d moved out of her parents’ house, she wasn’t sure why she’d taken it, and she was just as uncertain when she’d boxed everything up to move to the city. At one time, she’d had plenty of copies of pretty much the exact same thing, yet, other than wearing the shirt every now and then, she hadn’t touched it in years. But there it was, staring at her, practically giving her the answer she’d been searching for all that time.

She slipped out of her work clothes stepping into her black tights, yanking them up her legs, letting them snap over her tummy, pressing her panties up against her. She’d changed those when she’d gotten home, but even that recently fresh pair was damp now as she moved toward her inevitable goal. She pulled on the white shirt, buttoning it up before looping the black and red striped tie under its collar. It had been a long time since she’d had to tie one, but her hands moved almost of their own accord, remembering the motions for her. Then came the skirt. It was green and blue plaid, and still a little too long for her. Certainly longer than the skirts he’d ordered her to wear. Just like old times, she tugged it up higher on her body, rolled up the top, getting it to an acceptable length.

She could remember being in the bathrooms at high school, watching her friends do that as they squinted into the mirror and applied their make-up, gossiping with each other about who they were meeting. Even they treated her like a kid sometimes, especially as they got older, preferring her to simply stand there and listen without speaking up, a little sister awed by how cool her older sisters were. “You wouldn’t know him,” they’d tell her if she asked for details. “He’s an older guy.”

Well, now she had her own older guy, she thought to herself, smiling as she looked at her reflection in the mirror. And, despite how she was dressed, she’d never felt less like a child. He’d never actually told her he wanted to see her dressed like a schoolgirl, but from the way he called her “young lady”, and how he treated her, and just the way she’d felt, taking orders from him… It just felt right.

She could barely sit still on the drive out to the address he’d given her. There was still a little voice in the back of her mind telling her she shouldn’t be doing this, but it was getting easier and easier to tune out. She was somewhat relieved to wind up in a suburb after all, and even more so to see that the address really existed. She drove past the house a couple times, since she was just a couple minutes early, then finally pulled into the driveway and turned off her car.

“Well,” she said quietly, pulling out the key he’d given her, staring at it for a second before closing her fist around it with a tiny smile. “Here goes.”

The Hunt

The Hunt

Barbara flushed bright red as the pair of tittering fifteen year olds behind her erupted from their near constant state of giggling to full-fledged laughter. She straightened back up quickly, tugging the back of the short dress, pulling it back down over the seat of her thick, white tights, and, more importantly, the ruffles lining the same, sticking straight out. She flushed again as the action lifted the front of her dress, giving her a clear view of the bubble-gum pink panties beneath her tights, and the image of Barbie on them she knew was there, though without her glasses was just a blur. Daintily, she bent down, being extra careful not to flash her backside to her spectators again, and grabbed the easter egg she’d spotted peeking out from under the television stand.

Anyone who viewed the scene would be forgiven for assuming that she, standing there in her short, purple dress with the sequined top, short, puffy sleeves, and poofy tulle skirt, its empire waist emphasized with a ribbon and a large bow in the front, which did a good job of obscuring her breasts, with her ruffled tights and shiny black Mary Janes below, holding onto a pink easter basket decorated with a ribbon and filled with brightly colored eggs, was the one being babysat. After all, she was certainly the smallest of the three girls in the room, even if you ignored the way she was dressed, in such a contrast to the other two girls in their matching mini-dresses, one in yellow and one in blue. It was hard, even for her, to believe that she was six years older than these girls.

“Babysitter” didn’t seem like an impressive job title, but it was one Barbara took very seriously. She’d been doing it for years, ever since she was old enough to convince her neighbors that she could watch their children and not get into too much trouble herself. The fact that she hadn’t grown much since then had been annoying, but she combatted any potential problems it might cause with preparation. Over the years, she’d found the things that seemed to interest varying age groups the most, and would always carry a binder stuffed full of envelopes, each of them full in turn with notecards detailing those activities. She’d let her charges choose some of them – although she had some that she required – and helped them set up a schedule for themselves, one that kept them too busy and happy to think of rebelling against her.

Of course, it also helped that the vast majority of her clients were far younger than her, mostly under ten. While there were more than a few that were taller than she was even so, they were still mostly young enough that the age difference would keep them from making fun of her, and the heels and padded bras she wore helped to emphasize that she was, indeed, older than them. She couldn’t help but see her size as a disadvantage – not only could she buy clothes in the children’s department, she really had no choice – but over the years she had learned how best to minimize that and still come across as a professional adult.

It didn’t always work. She’d missed out on more than a few job interviews because the people at the front desk refused to believe she was the applicant, instead asking her if she needed help finding her mommy. High school, of course, had been torture, and the day she’d graduated had been the best of her life. She never had to pay full price at the movies, though, or at restaurants, though that was because waiters generally refused to even bring her anything but a children’s menu. But, even if her success rate was much lower with adults, she knew how to deal with kids to get them to recognize that she was the one in charge.

Which was why she’d been reluctant to take this job. Abby and Addison were much older than her usual clients, in the age group that still made her nervous to be around, despite having been out of high school for years. She was sure they’d believe they were too old for a babysitter, and she was even inclined to agree with them, to a degree. There were certainly fifteen year olds out there capable of taking care of themselves, though she had no idea if these two were among them. Two weeks would be a long time to leave them all by themselves, but Barbara was more inclined to just pop in once or twice a day, rather than moving in for the entire duration.

The money was too good to pass up, however, and only went up when she voiced her concerns. The parents had heard all kinds of praise for her around town, and, they said, she was just the only choice for them. So, despite her reservations, Barbara had agreed.

The first day, just the day before, she realized, though it seemed like it should have been longer, started off badly – she should have taken it as an omen, but instead she took it as yet another sign that her car was old and crappy, and perhaps determined to kill her. As she waited for AAA to show up and bring her a tire to replace the one that had blown out, she called to apologize to the parents. Luckily, they were very understanding, telling her they knew it wasn’t her fault, and not to worry too much about it. But eventually they had to leave for the airport, which made her feel even more nervous about the whole thing. They’d never actually met face to face, and while they said they’d left written instructions for her, she still liked to go over that sort of thing with the parents, just in case.

Finally, AAA got there, and, after having to show the driver her license to get him to believe it was her car, she got everything fixed and went back on her way, fretting over what was coming. Even with younger kids, it was always better for their parents to introduce her, a first, and very important, step towards making them respect her. She couldn’t help but worry over what not getting that would mean. She was also hoping for the best when it came to the activities she had planned. She knew some of them were a little silly, and maybe too juvenile for a pair of fifteen year olds, but it was difficult for her to judge. Her mother, who had been much more thrilled than her with how little she’d grown over the years, had used that as an excuse to keep treating her like a kid for as long as she could, so she’d been doing most of these things long after she was fifteen. Moving out had been another good day for her, even though she struggled to get enough babysitting jobs to cover her bills.

The butterflies were flapping in full force as she pulled into the driveway, marveling at the size of the house. No wonder they’d been willing to pay her so much… The thought of staying here for a couple weeks was starting to sound more and more appealing, even as she worried more that anybody who had grown up here was likely to be rather stuck up. She sat in her car for a few minutes, fixing her make-up and adjusting her padded bra, checking herself in the mirror to be sure she looked as mature as possible before getting out, though the illusion was still somewhat shattered, or at least cracked, by how much she struggled to wrangle her bags, which were nearly as big as her, to the front door, where she waited and readjusted for another moment before ringing the doorbell.

A few seconds later, the door swung open, revealing Abby and Addison standing there. They were tall, fit, still thin but muscular, clearly from the soccer their mother had told Barbara they played, and identical, right down to the tiny denim shorts that emphasized their legs and the black tank tops they were wearing. Even in her tallest pair of high heels, the pair towered over her, and she found her voice shaking with fear as she introduced herself. “M-My name is Barbara,” she said, holding out her hand uncertainly. “I’m here to…” She paused, unsure what to say. Even her older kids objected to the term babysitting, and these girls were half a decade older than them, not to mention how absurd that concept seemed now that she was here, staring up at them. They turned to look at one another for a moment, then, to her relief, smiled.

“To make sure we don’t destroy the house when mom and dad are gone?” the one on the right suggested jovially, shaking her hand. “I’m Abby.”

“Or we could call it young-adult-sitting,” the other remarked, taking Barbara’s hand once her sister had let go. “I’m Addison. You could call me Addy if you want, but most people think that’s too confusing, since she took the easy name.”

“They only gave it to me because I’m cuter,” Abby stuck her tongue out at her twin.

Barbara smiled as she watched them, feeling much more at ease. “Addison’s a nice name, too,” she said. “It’s more unique.”

“That’s true,” Addison nodded. “There’s like two other Abbys in our school.”

“Oh, so now you’re saying my name isn’t good enough?”

Barbara laughed. “Everyone’s name is just fine.”

The girls turned to each other as one. “Well…” Addison said uncertainly.

“Barbara… I don’t know about that,” Abby continued, the two sounding like they were speaking from the same brain, in a way that was almost creepy.

“It sounds too fuddy-duddy,” Addison agreed. “Enough that I’ll actually use the term fuddy-duddy, which is pretty fuddy-duddy itself.”

“Well, I don’t really have any…” Barbara started to say, only to be cut off.

“You know what fits you better? Barbie. That’s nice, isn’t it?” Abby asked, turning to her sister rather than Barbara, who was wincing. She hated that name, always had. She had relatives who had called her that as a child, and they were still her least favorite family members.

“It’s perfect!” Addison declared. “You just look like a Barbie!” The two laughed at the same time, then Addison clarified, “I mean, you look more like your name should be Barbie than Barbara. Not that you look like a Barbie doll.” Barbara’s face turned red and she fidgeted slightly, staring down at herself, at the body she was well aware wasn’t curvy, like her nickname-sake, and would be even less so without her padded bra.

“Not to say that you don’t look pretty!” Abby broke in for her sister. Barbara half expected one of them to point out she was more like Skipper than Barbie, a popular thing to tell her in high school, but they didn’t. She wondered if they even knew who Skipper was – had they made her since these girls had been alive, and old enough to play with her? Instead, Abby said, “We should probably stop yammering and let you in, huh?”

“You could,” Barbara shrugged, smiling as the two backed away from the door and she started gathering her things back up.

“Look at all that stuff!” Addison declared. “How did you get all this up to the door?” She reached down to grab one of the bags, Abby doing the same.

“You do know it’s only two weeks, right?” Abby giggled.

“I do,” Barbara blushed. “I have my stuff, and then the stuff I always bring on jobs…”

“Ooh, I want to see,” Abby declared, starting to look through Barbara’s things eagerly, like a little kid searching for treats.

“Well, it’s… uh… Most of my clients are much younger than you, so I don’t really… I just brought it out of habit, you know…” She gently took her bag back from Abby, and then Addison, who had started looking through the one she’d taken.

“What’s the matter, have something naughty in there we aren’t allowed to see?” Barbara blushed just slightly at that, holding out her babysitting supplies. “Here they are if you want to see them. Now, my room..?”

“Up those stairs, second door on the right,” Addison said as the two started going through the bag, cooing and laughing over the dolls and games and such they found in there. Barbara wasn’t going to complain, but it sure would have been nice if she’d had some of the help she’d gotten getting through the door now that she was hauling her things upstairs. The privacy was nice for unpacking, though.

By the time she finished, the girls seemed to have grown bored of looking through her belongings, which she suspected they would, seeing as they were meant for much younger audiences. She wasn’t even sure why she’d brought it, other than what she’d told them. She always had it with her when she was babysitting, so she’d brought it. There were some useful things in there, but for the most part, she doubted she’d have much need for anything, outside an emergency.

The twins were gone, though a bit of investigation quickly turned them up in the living room, staring at the TV. Barbara set her bag down behind the couch and watched them for a minute, enthralled with how much they mirrored each other in their movements and mannerisms. Now that they weren’t standing as they had been at the door, she wasn’t quite sure which was which, something she was sure they’d taken advantage of in the past. “You guys all right?” she asked, feeling a little silly. Of course they were. There was nothing unusual about this for them, other than her being the one in charge rather than their parents.

“We’re fine,” Addison told her, barely looking up. “Why don’t you go lie down for a bit? You had a rough morning, didn’t you?”

“Yeah, I was… Just going to do that.” Barbara waved awkwardly, unable to entirely shake the idea that one of her charges had basically just told her to take a nap, but she really had been planning on that already, so she didn’t fret over it too much as she went back upstairs and laid down, setting her glasses on the nightstand.

She hadn’t expected to fall asleep, but the next thing she knew, she was waking up, the clock on the nightstand telling her it was almost 1 pm. She sat up, grabbing for her glasses and putting them on before stumbling downstairs. The girls were still in the living room as she made her sheepish re-entrance.

“Look who’s up,” Abby said, turning to look at her.

“Did you guys have lunch?” she asked with a blush.

“Yeah, there were leftovers in the fridge. There’s still some left if you’re hungry.”

“Thanks,” she nodded, stomach growling softly. “Sorry about that… I’ll make it up to you guys. How about we go out to eat tonight?”

The girls looked at each other and shrugged. “Sure,” Addison agreed.

Barbara made her way to the kitchen, stopping by the dining room to pick up the money the twins’ mother had told her would be there so they could do just the sort of thing she’d just promised, and got herself some food. The rest of the day passed peacefully, with the girls watching TV and texting – she wouldn’t let them do just that the whole time she was with them, but one lazy day wouldn’t hurt – and her reading and inconspicuously scoping the place, trying to figure out what the best places to hide Easter eggs would be. The whole thing was silly, yes, she couldn’t deny that, but she figured she might as well make it challenging for them if she was going to do it. They seemed like they enjoyed silly things, anyway, at least for a bit… She had a feeling they’d indulge her enough to find at least a few of her eggs.

“You guys getting hungry?” she asked later that afternoon.

“No, not yet,” Abby said, looking over at her. “It’s still pretty early. Are you hungry?”

“Maybe it’s snack time,” Addison suggested.

“Oh, that’s right. Do you want a snack, Barbie?” Barbara started to shake her head, but the girls were already off with this idea.

“Go make a snack,” Addison ordered Abby.

“I can, if you…” Barbara started to stand, but Abby was already up, and hurried over to her, pushing her back into her seat.

“Don’t worry about it, it’s under control,” she said, scurrying off to the kitchen, returning a few minutes later with apple slices, which she set down right in front of Barbara. “Eat up!”

“Well, I’m not all that hungry, but if you guys want some, I…” Barbara shut herself up, knowing it was too late to actually stop them anyway. Abby had already made them for her, and there was no use letting them go to waste. “Thank you,” she said, picking one up and eating it. She planned to only eat one or two, and let them have the rest, but she found herself absentmindedly picking one up every now and then as she read, until they were all gone.

As it turned out, she didn’t even have to ask when they were hungry, as an hour or two later they announced they were by discussing what they wanted to wear out. “We should wear our new dresses,” Abby suggested.

Addison, on the other hand, insisted that, “They’re our Easter dresses. We shouldn’t wear them until Easter. Right, Barbie?”

“Well…” Barbara didn’t like taking sides, but they were both staring at her, expecting an answer. “I agree with Abby.”

“Really?” Addison asked, deflating. “They’re just not as special if you wear them early, and it wouldn’t be fair to you, since you don’t have one…”

Barbara’s cheeks burned bright red after a moment of confusion, and the girls knew instantly that she’d mixed them up. “Oh, silly Barbie!” Addison teased. “You meant me, didn’t you?”

Embarrassing as it was, there was no use denying it, so she nodded. “Sorry…”

“No, it’s fine… Happens all the time!” Addison smiled at her and gave her a hug, then the two went up to their rooms, chattering about what they should wear instead if not for their new outfits. Barbara, for her part, threw on a gray skirt and yellow blouse, nothing too fancy, throwing on a jacket just in case it got cool that evening. The twins didn’t get too dressed up either, thankfully, and soon they had all filed down to her car and she was following their directions to the restaurant they’d chosen, chuckling as they asked if they could drive, claiming their parents let them do it all the time.

The place they had chosen was rather mid-scale, not too fancy, but not just fast food, either. They had to wait to be seated, something the girls clearly knew, as Addison raced ahead to reserve their place in line as soon as they were in the door. They seemed quite familiar with the place, and the people who worked there seemed familiar with them, as the hostess commented when taking them to their table just a few minutes later, “I didn’t know you two had a little sister.”

The twins chuckled as Barbara turned red and began to open her mouth to protest that, Addison interrupting with, “Oh, she’s just so shy! She doesn’t like to go out with us, but we made her today!”

“I am not…” Barbara started to say, rushing up from the back of the group, which, she realized, did make her look a bit like a shy little girl, bumping right into Abby. If she hadn’t known better, it would have almost looked like Abby happened to step right in front of her at the last second, but why would she have done that? Barbara stumbled and started to fall, Abby catching her at the last possible moment. Barbara thought she felt a hand brush against her face, though she later decided it was her imagination, or just the feeling of her glasses falling off.

As soon as they did, the world turned blurry and she started looking around desperately. She was very farsighted, and any time she dropped her glasses she lived in constant fear of stepping on them. “And she’s a little klutzy, too,” she heard Addison add.

“Guys, help me look for my glasses,” she instructed, carefully kneeling down and patting the floor around her.

“Honey, I don’t see them,” Abby said gently. “Get up.”

“I’ll have the waitresses for this section keep an eye out,” the hostess promised.

“But…” Barbara pouted as Abby pulled her back to her feet, guiding her to their table. She didn’t like to admit it, but she was glad Abby kept ahold of her arm as they made their way there. It was always somewhat disorienting the first minute or two after taking off her glasses, especially when she wasn’t expecting it, and while her sight wasn’t bad enough that she would bump into anyone normally, it was hard to be sure she wouldn’t in those few moments of uncertainty.

Finally, they made it to the table and she sat down, still fretting over her missing glasses. “Don’t worry,” the hostess assured her as she set a menu down in front of her, “I’m sure we’ll find them, sweetie.” Even though it sounded a little too much like what one would say to a little kid, it was still a little comforting, at least until the woman had turned to the twins and asked, “Do we need a booster seat for her?”

“No!” Barbara answered quickly. As it was at many restaurants, the table did feel a bit high, but it wasn’t that bad, until she looked around and saw how much taller the twins looked than her, the sitting position negating the height boost of her heels. As soon as the hostess was gone, she slipped out of her seat and took of her jacket, saying, “It’s pretty warm in here,” and, as naturally as she could, folded it up and put it on her seat.

It was only then that she noticed the menu she’d been given. It was clearly the kids’ menu, as it was more of a plastic coated placemat than a real menu. It had pictures of all its food, which was helpful to her in her state, but she still bristled at it. “Can you believe this?” she asked the girls, holding it up.

“Poor Barbie,” Addison giggled, reaching over and patting her head. “Do you want to look at mine? I always get the same thing here.”

“Thank you,” Barbara said, taking it and opening it up. If she squinted, she could make out the headings of the different categories of food, but other than that, it might as well have been in Chinese, and, unlike the kids’ menu, there were only pictures of a few things, none of which looked appetizing to her. The thought of asking one of the girls to help her read it was too embarrassing to consider, so she started to lower it to ask what they usually got, only to find that there was a waitress at their table already.

“Hey, girls,” the woman was saying. “Switching it up tonight?”

“Not tonight,” Abby shook her head.

“What does this cute little thing want, then?” she asked, coming over behind the flustered Barbara.

“Is it after six? Well, she’d better just stick with water, then,” Addison said, checking her watch. “You know how kids are.”

“I am not a kid!” Barbara insisted unhappily, really disliking how far they were taking this little joke.

“Of course you aren’t,” the waitress comforted her condescendingly. “What do you want to eat?”

“Umm…” Barbara stared down at the menu she couldn’t read, and then over at the children’s menu she was now even less inclined to order from, unsure what to do. “Well…”

“Do you need a little more time?” the waitress asked.

“She’s just so stubborn,” Addison shook her head. “She refuses to ask for help, even when she knows she can’t do something. It’s all right, Barbie, a lot of kids your age can’t read.”

“I can read!” Barbara protested, a little louder than she’d intended. “I can read just fine,” she said a little quieter, sulking.

“Oh, really?” Addison called her bluff, getting up and standing beside her, pointing to a random word on the menu. “What’s that say?”

Barbara’s stomach churned, suddenly feeling a little ill, at this test. “Well, I…”

“Just sound it out,” Abby suggested helpfully.

“I… uh…” she squirmed uncomfortably, knowing that if she claimed it was because of her glasses, the waitress would assume she was just making excuses.

“Okay, here’s an easier one,” Addison said, moving her finger slightly. “Just read it, sweetie.”

Barbara looked away, bottom lip quivering ever so slightly as she fought to maintain her composure. “Could I get some chicken tenders?” she asked the waitress.

“Sure,” the woman nodded, writing that down. “Children’s chicken finger meal… And I’ll bring you a booster seat, hon, so you don’t have to sit on your nice coat.”

“No, I don’t…” Barbara protested, but she was already gone. She turned back to the twins, who were giggling proudly. “Okay, guys, very funny, but that’s enough, okay?”

“We were just having a little fun, Barbie,” Abby said. “You’re just so fun to tease!”

“Well, could you please stop?” she requested. “I am in charge here, and I don’t ask for a lot of respect, but…”

“Oh, don’t worry,” Addison told her, “we don’t give you much.” The two broke down into laughter that only got louder at Barbara’s look of indignation. “We’re joking! Calm down! We’ll be good from now on, okay?”

“Thank you,” Barbara said stiffly, not finding this at all funny, but not wanting them to think she had no sense of humor. True to their word, they stayed polite as they waited for their food, though they did burst into laughter again when the waitress brought out their drinks and the booster seat. “I really don’t need it…” Barbara tried to protest, but the waitress shooed her off of the chair and set it down, hanging her coat on the back of the chair.

“It was going to get all wrinkly,” the woman told her. “And look, with that there, nobody will be able to even see you’re sitting on it.”

Barbara wasn’t so sure about that, but she did have to admit that, hard plastic or not, it was still more comfortable than her lumpy coat, and higher, too, helping her to feel more in charge. She sipped at her water, though not too much, as she was starting to feel the need to pee, and adding more liquid to her bladder didn’t seem like a good idea. She preferred to wait until they were home to go to the bathroom – a lot of teasing had gone down in the bathrooms at school, which made her feel nervous about public restrooms in general – though she was starting to think that wouldn’t be an option this time.

Sure enough, about halfway through her dinner, it got to be too much for her. “Which way are the bathrooms?” she asked the girls. They looked at each other for a moment, then pointed to the back of the restaurant. That pause in their response made her worry, questioning whether she’d seen restrooms at the front of the building when they’d come in or not, but the idea that they’d intentionally do that to her seemed unlikely enough that she wasn’t going to risk offending them by accusing them of it.

She hopped down from her chair and headed in that direction, bladder twinging painfully as she went. If she’d been at home, she’d have gone ten minutes before, but she always waited until the last possible moment when she was out, which was dangerous when you had a bladder as small as hers. She walked a little more quickly, threading her way past tables and looking around for a sign to point the way, but finding none. Still, she kept searching, making her way to the back corner in case there was a hidden little hallway there she wasn’t noticing. It was just wall, and, looking around herself, that seemed to be all there was. It had been just a joke.

“Little brats,” she mumbled to herself, hurrying towards the front of the restaurant.

“Watch it!” someone barked at her as she bumped into their table. She let out a mumbled apology, backing right into another table, her desperation making her clumsy. “Sorry, I didn’t…” She groaned as she felt a few drops of urine force their way into her panties. She started moving faster, making it only a few steps before tripping on a chair and falling on her face. For a moment she stayed there, trying to catch her breath, only to feel her underwear growing even wetter.

Turning red, she sat up, trying to stop herself, knowing she was sitting right in the middle of the restaurant after causing a commotion and drawing all eyes to her. She squirmed, cheeks burning, pressing her hands into her crotch, but her bladder refused to listen as it emptied itself into a puddle beneath her, soaking through the back of her skirt.

“Disgusting,” she heard a woman sneer at her.

“This is why people should pay attention to their kids!” someone else was saying.

“I… uh…” she stammered, trying to explain it, to tell them what had happened, but unable to say anything. At the moment, she’d rather them think she was just a kid, rather than a twenty-one year old who had just wet herself in front of them.

A few moments later, the twins came running up to her. “There you are!” Abby said, sounding relieved.

“We got mixed up, it’s the other place we usually go that has bathrooms in the back, here they’re… Oh, BARBIE! You didn’t!” Barbara stared up at Addison, sniffling, feeling extremely small. “We can’t take you anywhere, can we? Oh, what a mess! I’m so sorry, folks…” Barbara felt herself being tugged up by the arm, turned around for Addison to survey the damage. “This is why we told mom you aren’t ready for big girl panties yet! Abby, you go get someone to clean this up, I’ll take care of her.”

Barbara, still sniffling, horrified, found herself being pulled through the restaurant, back to their table. “How could you?!” Addison demanded, tugging Barbara’s coat off her chair and rolling it up, tying it around her waist. “We come here all the time! How are we supposed to show our faces here now that we brought YOU and you peed all over their floor!”

“It was an accident,” Barbara told her, it taking all her strength not to burst into tears. Stop treating me like a kid, I…”

“You’d better be glad I’m treating you this way!” Addison cut her off forcefully. “Would you rather I announce to everyone that you’re the supposed best babysitter in town? Huh? A grown woman pissing her pants in public? You should thank me! In fact, you’d better. Thank me, right now, for being a good big sister and looking out for you.” Barbara jumped in shock as her silence earned her a swat on the bottom. “Thank me!”

“Thanks,” Barbara mumbled, wincing as she was hit again. “Thank you for looking our for me.” The third brought tears to her eyes. “Th-Thank you for being a good big sister….”

“Finally! You can be such a stubborn little thing, can’t you?” Barbara blushed deep red at what had happened to her, standing by awkwardly as the waitress returned and Addison got a box for the rest of Barbara’s meal, as the twins had finished eating already. When they got to the front to pay, the hostess had her glasses waiting for her, thankfully. The drive back to the twins’ house was quiet, with her feeling much too meek to even apologize for what had happened.

As soon as they were inside, however, the twins perked back up. “I think it’s bedtime,” Addison said.

“It’s still early,” Barbara checked her watch, “but if you guys are tired, that’s fine…”

“No,” Abby shook her head. “She didn’t mean for us.”

“That’s right,” Addison agreed. “I mean for the little girl who humiliated us at our favorite restaurant.”

Barbara blushed, fidgeting. “Look, I’m really sorry about that, but…”

“You are going to march right upstairs,” Addison said sternly, pointing to the stairs, “and you are going to take a shower, and then you are going right to bed, young lady.”

“Now, hold on!” Barbara protested. “I’m sorry about what happened, but I am not a child, I am your babysitter, and you can’t…”

“Did either of us wet ourselves today?” Abby asked.

“No, we didn’t,” Addison answered. “And we weren’t late to get here, either, like someone. For all your reputation, you seem pretty unreliable to me.”

Barbara squirmed. “Yes, well…”

“And look at you,” Addison stepped a little closer to her, making her back off a step nervously. “How tall are those heels? How tiny are you without them?” Before Barbara could answer, she felt herself being picked up by Abby, who had circled around behind her. She started to struggle, kicking her feet and thrashing her arms to try to break them loose from Abby’s grip, but Addison avoided her easily, unstrapping the shoes and letting them fall to the floor. When Abby set her back down, she felt positively tiny compared to these girls.

“And these,” Abby said, moving around in front of Barbara, poking out at her breast. “You don’t think it’s painfully obvious that those are fake? Take it off.”

Barbara was shaking now, terrified at how quickly she’d lost control of the situation. “Listen, this…”

“Take it off, or we will,” Abby threatened. Barbara stared up at them, eyes wide, seeing that they weren’t joking. Whimpering, she turned around, wriggling out of her padded bra and letting it fall to the floor.

“Look at that,” Addison cooed as Barbara turned back around. “Just like we thought. You’re just a little girl playing dress-up!”

“But how old is she?” Abby asked.

“I don’t know… But that doesn’t matter right now. What matters is that this little girl gets her little butt upstairs and puts herself to bed before I give her a real spanking!” Barbara was horrified to hear herself squeak in terror at that, not doing herself any favors.

“I was… uh… feeling a little tired anyway…” she stammered, backing away, then practically racing up the steps. Nothing like this had ever happend to her before. As she took her shower, she tried to think of how she could possibly get control back from these two. Things had definitely taken a turn for the worst, but it was just the first day. Surely, there was a way to turn things around.

She felt less certain of that when she woke up the next morning and found all of her things gone. All of her clothes had vanished, along with her glasses, and even the pajamas she’d been sleeping in, and, worst of all, the panties she’d been wearing under them. Instead, she was clad only in a pair of thick cotton panties. They were pink, and she couldn’t quite make out what was on them, but she knew it had to be something embarrassing.

Other than that, the only article of clothing she found in her room was the dress, flouncy and juvenile, the tights, complete with ruffles, and the Mary Janes, all set up in her closet, waiting for her. What was she supposed to do?! She kept searching, hoping she’d find something else hidden somewhere, but there was nothing. Finally, she grabbed the blanket from her bed, wrapped it around herself, and left the room to go demand her things back.

She was surprised to find Abby and Addison waiting in the hall outside for her. “Why aren’t you dressed?” Addison asked. “We found a nice Easter dress for you and everything!”

“It’s not new,” Abby told her, “But we haven’t worn it for quite a while… And look, we’re wearing our new Easter dresses!”

“This isn’t funny, you two,” she said firmly. “You can’t just take my things, that’s stealing, and…”

“Aww, do you need help, is that it?” Addison smiled down at her. “Come on, Abby, let’s give her a hand.” The two pushed the protesting Barbara back into the bedroom, yanking the blanket away.

“Look at those sweet panties!” Abby exclaimed. “I bet they’re her favorite because they have her on them!” Barbara was confused for a moment before realizing the blob on the panties must be Barbie.

“They’re not mine,” Barbara protested. “You put them on me!”

“Oh, please,” Addison rolled her eyes. “You don’t have to hide it! We know you’re not a grown-up, it’s okay if you like cute little panties like these.”

“But they aren’t!” Barbara insisted as she was pushed back onto the bed, one of the twins gathering up the tights and then pushing them over her feet, working them up over her legs. They felt quite thick and warm and confining, but before she had time to protest that, the other twin was shoving her arms upwards and pushing the dress over them. She felt like a doll being dressed, especially as she was yanked to her feet, the tights pulled up and dress down at the same time. “Guys, please, you can’t…” she managed to get out before being shoved back onto the bed again, the girls going back to work, one pulling her hair into ponytails and tying them with purple ribbon, the other getting the shoes on her.

“Perfect!” Addison declared, and the twins pushed her over to her mirror, where she could see herself. Even if it was hard to make out details, it was clear that the person in the reflection could not be an adult, couldn’t be the one in charge. How could this have happened? How had they so completely transformed her in so little time. It couldn’t have been more than a minute or two since they’d started dressing her, and now, here she was, in a dress that threatened to show off her panties with even the slightest move.

“I could just eat her up!” Abby giggled. “This suits you much better than those ridiculous things you were wearing yesterday, now doesn’t it?”

Barbara refused to answer, but they didn’t care. “Come on,” Addison said, grabbing her hand, “We’ve got a surprise for you!” They led her downstairs to the living room, where she could see the basket sitting on the table, decorated but empty, with a pile of candy and several piles of notecards beside it. “We found your eggs,” she said.

“That was so cute,” Abby broke in. “You were just waiting for us to realize what a child you were so we’d put them out for you, weren’t you? I mean, there’s no way you thought we’d actually want to look for them.”

“And since we still don’t know just how much of a little girl you are yet, we decided to play a little game. We’re going to let you tell us.”

“Well, I’m not a little girl!” Barbara protested quickly. “I’m…”

“Yeah, yeah, twenty-one… Sure, all twenty-one year olds pee their pants in public.” Barbara flushed and fell silent at Abby’s words.

“You have one hour to look for the eggs,” Addison told her. “They’re hidden all over the house. Once the hour is up, you’ll come back here, and we’ll see what candy you found.”

“Every Skittle you find,” Abby said, “is one year older you get to be. Every M&M takes one year off of your age.”

“We found your little schedule, too,” Addison told her. “It was very handy of you to make all those suggestions, and for all your possible age groups, too! There’s one card from each of those groups in each of these stacks.” They led her over to the table, where Addison started to mix the cards up, randomizing them and then putting them into a row.

“Each of the other kinds of candy will represent one of these,” Abby continued, picking up the little pile of candy from beside the basket, dropping one onto each stack of cards. “We’ll make up your schedule from whatever cards you earn with the candy you find. Now doesn’t that sound fun?”

Barbara shook her head. “No… This isn’t…”

“And go!” Addison announced. When Barbara didn’t move, she encouraged her with another smack to her bottom, reminding her that, little as she liked it, they could do just about anything they wanted with her.

Reluctantly, Barbara picked up her basket and started to look around, trying her best not to think about how like a little kid on an Easter egg hunt she looked like, reminding herself she was doing this, strange as it seemed, to try to maintain some of her dignity. She’d stuffed the eggs just a few days before, though she had no idea what was in what egg. She could shake them to tell if they had Skittles or M&Ms, but not which. At first, she considered not picking up either, but she had a feeling that would leave her at 0, which wasn’t an age she particularly wanted to be.

Addison and Abby followed her, making sure she didn’t cheat, though mostly to giggle at the sight of what they’d reduced this grown woman, too, relishing every view they got of her ruffly hindside. They’d hidden most of the eggs low to make sure they got plenty of chances to see that.

As the game wore on, Barbara could feel her bladder growing fuller, since she hadn’t had a chance to use the bathroom that morning before being herded down to this game. She tried to keep her movements inconspicuous, but it grew harder and harder as more time passed.

Finally, Addison declared, “Time’s up!” and the twins escorted the squirming young woman back to the living room, setting her down on the floor in front of the table while they took the couch, starting to sort through her candy.

“I’m just going to run up to the bathroom while you’re doing that…” she said, starting to stand.

“You will do no such thing,” Addison told her sternly. “We set this up so you would have a fair chance at determining your own future here… We’re not going to have you accuse us of cheating while you were gone. You sit your little behind right back down, young lady.” Barbara whimpered, but slid back onto the floor almost automatically.

“All right,” Abby declared, tossing the last empty plastic eggshell back into the basket, setting it down on the floor, giving Barbara her first view of the twin piles of little, round candies the girl had been making back there. “Here’s the Skittles,” she said, pointing to one pile, “and here’s the M&Ms.” Barbara could tell that they were awfully close to the same size. She fidgeted nervously, knowing that wasn’t a good sign.

“Can you count them up?” Addison teased. “Or don’t you know how to do that, either?”

“If she can’t read, I’m sure she can’t count,” Abby replied, starting to count the piles herself. “Oh, wow! You got eighteen Skittles!” she exclaimed.

“But, of course, that can’t be right,” Addison said. “There’s no way a little brat like you could be older than us.”

“And she’s not,” Abby grinned. “There’s fourteen M&Ms.”

“I bet you can’t do the math on that, either,” Addison sneered. “Can you?”

“F-Four…” Barbara managed to squeak out, stunned. This couldn’t be real, could it? They weren’t really going to treat her like a four year old…

“That’s right! Wow!” Addison said with mock enthusiasm. “What does that mean, Barbie?”

She still couldn’t accept it, or do anything but sit there, flabbergasted. “That’s too hard for her,” Abby reprimanded her sister before bending down in front of Barbara, saying in a goofy voice, “How old are you, Barbie?”

“I-I’m four…” she managed to say, sniffling.

“How many is that?” Addison asked. Shaking, Barbara lifted one hand, raising four fingers on it. “That’s right! You’re not even a whole hand yet! What a silly little girl! I think we definitely picked the right dress for you, then, didn’t we? That’s just right for a four year old!”

“I-I don’t wanna be four!” she protested, feeling tears start to roll down her cheeks.

“Is that too old?” Abby asked. “How old do you want to be then, sweetie?”

“T-Twenty-one…” she answered miserably.

“What was that?” Addison leaned in closer. “I didn’t quite hear… Was that two or one? Come on, make up your mind, or we’ll do it for you!”

Despite trying to sound more determined, her voice just got quieter and squeakier as she repeated, “Twenty-one…”

Addison shook her head. “I’ll give you one more chance, Barbie. How old are you?”

Barbara sighed, staring up at the younger girl, knowing she would never accept her actual answer. “Four,” she said with a sigh.

“That’s what I thought,” Addison nodded. “Now, let’s see what you get to do for the next two weeks!”

“Let’s start with this one!” Abby suggested, pointing to the pile of mini Reese’s cups. There were three there, not counting the one they’d used to mark the notes. “Do you want to read it, Barbie?”

Barbara nodded, picking up the cards and shuffling through them, not wanting them to try to cheat her, but the words, the ones she’d written there herself, were just indistinct blurs to her. She couldn’t even tell which one was meant for the toddler age group, which she, to her horror, belonged to now. Sheepishly, she handed the stack to Addison.

“See, I knew you couldn’t read,” Addison teased her. “Here we go… Oh, and such a simple word, too… You didn’t know this, Barbie?” Barbara blushed. “It says naptime, sweetie. Looks like you’re going to be spending an awful lot of time in bed. But you’re still little.. You need lots of sleep to keep up your energy, don’t you?”

As Addison was reading that, Abby was taking out the next stack of cards and flipping through them. “Oh, good! Look, she has a bathtime! I was afraid she’d be all smelly the whole time!”

“And two blocks of TV time! Isn’t that nice? Of course, you’re far too little to decide what to watch…”

“Three snack times! Someone’s a hungry little thing, isn’t she?”

“Ooh, two art times… I’m sure we have some finger paints around here somewhere, and some coloring books…”

“Dress-up! How adorable! Our parents still have all kinds of our old clothes!”

Barbara drew further and further into herself as she heard these things being called out, one after another. She remembered watching her charges doing all of them, but never had she imagined she’d be on the other end. She felt so small, and powerless…

“Look at these poor cards,” Abby said, picking up a stack with only a single candy on it, just the one meant to mark it. “Guess you don’t get any of these…”

Addison leaned over to look at the card, laughing as she read it. “Oh, she doesn’t need those… She doesn’t mind just going in her pants.”

Barbara gasped, knowing instantly what they meant. It was one of the cards she always added in herself, because the kids were always too excited about the other ones to care about it, even if it was important, especially so now. She couldn’t help wondering if that was actually even what the card said, but she had no choice but to take their words for it, like she’d done with all the rest of the cards.

“Sorry, Barbie,” Abby smiled down at her, ripping the card in two. “No bathroom breaks for you.”

“But we can’t just let you run around peeing all over the house,” Addison told her.

“I think we have something to fix that,” Abby suggested, scurrying up off the couch and running out of the room, leaving Barbara, unable to keep still from her desperate need of the thing she’d just been denied, alone with Addison.

“You can’t do this,” she said pitifully. “I-I’ll play along with you today, but you guys have to go to school tomorrow…”

“Don’t worry about that,” Addison told her. “There will still be someone to play with you during the week. We already enrolled you in a nice daycare down the street. We’ll drop you off there every morning, and pick you up every afternoon… And I guess we’ll go to school in between, if we feel like it. And there’s nothing you can do to stop it, little girl, because you’re going to be sitting in the sandbox playing with the other four year olds… If they even let you. I bet they’ll think you’re such a baby that they make you play with the even younger kids.”

“You can’t,” Barbara whined. She didn’t know which daycare it was, but as many clients as she had around that age, there had to be at least one or two that went there… She couldn’t let them see her like this!

“Found ’em!” Abby yelled, bouncing back into the room with a half-empty bag of Pampers. “There’s not many, but there’s enough for now!”

“We’ll pick some more up when we go to the store for our party supplies,” Addison assured her.

“Party?” Barbara squeaked.

“Oh, yes…” Addison smiled, kneeling down on the floor next to her babysitter, pushing her backwards to the floor. “We’ve been planning the party to end all parties ever since you walked in the door. We could tell there was nothing a pathetic little kid like you could do to stop us, no matter how old you pretended to be.” She reached up, pulling down Barbara’s tights and panties.

“Tsk, tsk, look at that… She got her favorite panties all wet already! She really must need these diapers!”

“I-It was only a drop or two,” Barbara protested. “I told you I needed to go, but you…”

“Shush,” Addison commanded. Barbara obeyed right away, too scared to do anything else. Addison lifted her bottom, slipping the Pamper underneath, taping it snug around her waist before she could try to get away, before pulling the tights and slightly damp panties up over it, sealing her in with layers of thick cloth. With her dress still pushed up, Barbara could see, even if just barely, edges of the diaper sticking out from the top of her panties, and through the legholes. “We’ll let you keep them, for now, even if you did pee in them like the little baby you are.”

Barbara gasped as Abby picked her up, carrying her like a baby away from the living room and upstairs, Addison following after them. They walked past the room Barbara had been staying in, on to another room, one that left Barbara speechless as Addison opened the door. It was clearly another guestroom, but this one didn’t have a bed, like her old room, but rather a crib. And on one wall was a changing table.

“We had a feeling about you,” Addison told her. “We were sure you wouldn’t turn out to be that old. And when you got out of bed and went running around half naked? We can’t have that when we have guests over… Now, aren’t you glad our parents are such packrats?”

Abby set Barbara down in the crib, pulling the side up, leaving Barbara standing inside, whimpering as she stared up at the bars that seemed to stretch for miles, or at least too far for her to climb out of on her own.

“But don’t worry,” Abby said. “You can stay up a little late tonight to meet the people we invited to our party, and show off your pretty new dress… Just for a bit, though, and then it’s back to bed!”

“You can’t!” Barbara protested, tears flowing freely now as she watched them from inside her crib.

“Oh, sweetie… We already did.” Addison walked over to her, kissing the top of her head, threading one hand through the bars and up Barbara’s skirt. Barbara squirmed, knowing just what the girl wanted, trying to refuse it to her, but her bladder had had enough, and let go at just that moment, flooding into her Pamper, turning the padding soft and squishy beneath her.

Addison, satisfied, pulled her hand back, grinning. “Can you really tell me you think you’re an adult now? What kind of a grown-up would be standing there, dressed like that, in a wet Pamper? You’re just a toddler, Barbie… A little, bitty toddler who’s going to be a good girl at daycare for the next couple weeks, and who is going to do exactly what she’s told when she’s at home, because if we, or your teachers, have a single complaint about you, this is exactly how our parents are going to find you when they get home. You’re just a little girl, and that’s all you ever were, and all you ever will be.”

“Now, it’s your naptime,” Abby told her, holding up a keyring and jingling it in front of her. “Thanks for the wheels. We’ll be back in time to get you up for some nice finger-painting before lunch. We have to stop by your apartment first and replace all those silly big girl underwear you have with diapers. We’ll be dropping by there every now and then once you go back home to make sure you’re still being a good girl. And if you’re not all diapered up like you should be, you’ll be getting a spanking!”

Barbara started to bawl, grabbing the bars of the crib and shaking them fruitlessly, like a prisoner trying to break free from her cell. “Don’t cry, baby,” Addison cooed gently. “Come on… If you were this easy for us to control, you really couldn’t have been a grown-up after all, now could you? At least not a very good one. It’s better this way. You belong in a nice, cute dress, and a sweet, wet little diaper. The sooner you accept that, the happier you’ll be.” She leaned in a little closer, whispering, “But the longer you take, the happier we’ll be… We’ve already thought up lots of fun ways to punish bad little girls who try to act like grown-ups… I’d hate for you to miss out.”

The two left, still giggling between themselves, turning off the lights and leaving her there, crying like the baby she was stuck as for at least the next thirteen days, as a mobile gently began to turn over her head, playing out a simple, soothing tune that did nothing to make her feel any better about her situation. When it was clear the girls weren’t coming back anytime soon, she sank down to her knees, then laid down, cried out but still sniffling softly as she curled up and fell asleep, barely noticing her thumb slowly making its way into her mouth.

The End