Was this going too far? It was strange the question only occurred to Stefanie now, as she was sitting in her bedroom in a diaper, pacifier in her mouth, but that was just how the mind worked sometimes.
The answer was, of course, yes. She’d known that from the moment she’d made the order online, and certainly as she’d pulled a diaper out of the package, sat down on it, awkwardly taped it up on herself. And yet, it hadn’t fully sunken in until now, looking at the next item from the box, and really absorbed what she was going to have to do, if she went through with this.
It was a cute little skirtall – it even said it right on the front, ‘Cutie Pie’, inscribed on the pocket over a smiling cartoon pie – but nobody over the age of four would ever be caught in it… Especially with what she would be wearing underneath it. Was it even going to be long enough to completely cover the diaper? It had been so much thicker, and bulkier, than she’d ever imagined it could be… Judging the length of the dress at a glance, she had a feeling the slightest movement would leave her flashing it for the world to see, if she wasn’t showing it off constantly. And she was going to be doing it in the one place where she could guarantee everyone would know exactly what it was.
Just as intended. It might be slightly more awkward than she’d expected getting to her destination and back, but once she was there, that was what she wanted. She wanted to make sure everyone got a good look at her padded backside, and knew what a big, immature baby she was.
Or, rather, what a big, immature baby Bethany was. They were twins, and, ever since they were little, everyone always told them how they couldn’t tell them apart, which was why Stefanie was positive this was going to work. She didn’t want to lose her sister her job, but if that was what happened… Well, to be honest, it might serve her right. Bethany had stolen Cole from her, when she knew Stefanie was into him; she deserved to lose something, perhaps something more tangible than the respect of her co-workers.
At the very least, this was going to make things weird for her sister when she went into work next, give her something to explain. Stefanie smirked, imagining the girl sitting there in front of her boss, squirming, trying desperately to come up with an excuse for why she’d done this… Potentially without being told why the woman was so upset. Stefanie could see Bethany unknowingly saying the wrong thing, making herself look even sillier…
It wasn’t her intention to get her sister fired, but there were so many other daycares around, and she was so qualified, she’d probably get a new one in no time. Whereas, unless she did something, Stefanie wasn’t going to get Cole back. He’d made his choice, and, no matter how hard she tried, Stefanie couldn’t change his mind. She’d deal with that later, though…
“Here goes,” she told herself, tugging on a shirt, then slipping into the skirtall and revealing the complete look to her mirror. “Holy crap,” she couldn’t resist saying out loud, hand on her pacified mouth, glad she wasn’t trying to get anyone to actually understand her through the thing, “I look ridiculous!” Going off the reflection, she never would have guessed the person staring back at her was in her twenties… Ignoring her size, she looked closer to a tenth that age, especially with that crinkly, white plastic sticking out from under the hem.
It was perfect. She had one last item in her box, a pacifier clip, and she attached that to the pocket on the front of the skirtall before grabbing her keys and heading out, feeling an odd rush of excitement and humiliation as she practically ran from her front door to her car in the driveway, realizing only when she was there that the motion had definitely made her skirt bounce and flap, and shown off the diaper underneath to anyone nearby.
That was all right, she told herself. Just like everything else, if it came up, she would blame it on Bethany. She had no idea what she was going to do with the girl… An adult, and acting – and dressing – like this! It was hard to believe they were related, much less twins…
At first, she drove like a bat out of hell, wanting to get this over with and return home to get out of this hot, bulky diaper, but she forced herself to calm down. She didn’t have Bethany’s driver’s license, after all, so if she got pulled over, the police officer would know exactly who she was, and would definitely be able to look down, see the paci dangling down, bumping against her chest lightly at every stop light and sign, and, far worse, the diaper poking out… She’d tried when she sat down initially, and there was no way to make the dress long enough to hide it completely.
She ran into another problem when she got to her destination, and saw a couple women standing outside, chatting, presumably on break, right by the door, looking out on the parking lot. She had no idea who they were, or if they knew her sister… She’d planned on parking as close to the building as possible, reducing the time she had to be outside and visible, but if they knew what Bethany’s car looked like, they’d know straight off something was wrong. She cursed to herself, forced herself to keep driving, parking on the street, out of view, and march her way down the sidewalk, constantly tugging at her hem, feeling the gaze of everyone who passed by.
It was still fine… She never came here herself. They’d likely never see either of them again, though, if they saw either, it was more likely to be Bethany. As she approached the daycare, she did her best to leave the skirtall alone, act like she didn’t notice it, that it didn’t bother her.
“Hi, girls!” she waved, twirling a few strands of hair from one long, ribbon-tied ponytail around her finger. “I am such a ditz… I left my key here again yesterday! I’m just gonna go grab it, okay?”
The women standing outside glanced at one another, clearly confused, and shocked, according to plan. Stefanie barely held her smirk until she’d turned around, giving them a little wave and sauntering towards the door, giving her diapered bottom a little wiggle to guarantee they noticed it.
“Wait!” one of them shouted, making her freeze, hands starting to clench into fists, wondering if she’d messed up somehow. “Let me get the door for you.”
“Oh, my God,” she giggled, feeling the tension draining out of her. “You’re my hero! I really can be such an airhead! As soon as I noticed it was gone, I just ran right over here… I didn’t even bother to get changed!” She felt people looking at her again, but this time she savored it, wriggling in place, inconspicuously tugging the dress upwards. “I probably need to be punished tomorrow for being such a dummy…”